there are parts of me(rant)

[rita_betty_riz]

that i just want to stomp beneath the soles of my docs. stomp and crush and grind til theres absolutely nothing left. then i would never hurt again. the part of me that confuses sex and love, the part of me that( foolish twit) needs people, the part of me that gets excited and starts looking ahead to things... i want to rip all those chunks out and

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[tornpatchwork]

Stephanie,
wherever you go and whatever you do, do it the best you can possibly do it, and do it for yourself, your conscience, and to the satisfaction that others may appreciate it.

and i was just telling this to -EVERYONE- when you feel bad, go do something nice for someone, someone who needs to be uplifted. it's a decent emotional karma feeling.

love you.

[booktard]

Quit being so hard on yourself. Being hurt and disappointed is not a mark of insanity. Especially when you're pausing in the middle of your rants to explain that you're not so cynical or that you just need to get something off your chest. So you're crying? Don't expect to be inhuman. If you've been hurt before in the past, you build up a complex about it and it's difficult to get over that. Happiness with someone or something develops a fragile barrier of comfort built around your heart concerning whatever subject you've been hurt over, but cracks can easily be made with the tiniest disappointment. It takes time for you to figure things out and solidify yourself without reverting to cynicism and walls to do so. Just be self-aware. Keep patching yourself up and repeat the mantra that you will force progress on yourself whenever you're upset. Maybe you should make a list. It always helps me when I see something in writing