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loving languages
Because I do. I only know two of them well enough to express my thoughts (English is not my native one, which is probably kind of obvious). But - I do love words.
I love speaking English and discussing things with people. Will I still love English after a year-long Erasmus in Netherlands?
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cautious step back?
Just read my last entry. Not so sure now, really. I still wonder what would be good for me. How do I know that's the right decision? I keep talking to people, seeking advice, but I can't do anything until I know, I FEEL that it's the right thing to do. Right now I struggle with this, and quite a lot, too. Old doubts are back - instead of dismissing ( Read more... ) -
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Ok, so here goes: I'm making a fresh start on my livejournal. I feel like writing in English, and anyway, maybe there's someone out there who could help me ( Read more... ) -
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What is it about men that both tears my life apart and brings things into sharp focus? Inevitably, every time, I find that it's not really worth it - or maybe it is, but for some reason I can't enjoy it - be 'it' a one night stand or a relationship attempt (usually a no strings attached one, but nonetheless...). What is it? What's wrong with me or ( Read more... ) -
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Have you ever felt the need to lose yourselves? I have. Sometimes I escape so far (and it doesn't help) I feel like drowning (and I like that...) . No, not suicidal. Not in the physical sense, anyway. But it is so tempting to just give up and lose yourself. Regaining counciousness is a painful process. But there is also a light within. My very ( Read more... ) -
Here to start
Hi. New here. New at this (somehow). Registered to read friended fanfiction. Still here to... well, I don't know. Practise putting my thoughts together; share some of my ideas (perverted as they might be sometimes, and not always the interesting kind of 'perverted' either); recruit someone to my virtual, non-existent dream band (which is probably ( Read more... )