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[ritagouldner]

Hmm, do you think it was a good date when we kissed more than we talked? And how can I get this silly smile out of my face...?

Hopefully you'll see more photos like the ones I posted this weekend now(huh? Didn't see those, show me). Don't know when I see Dennis again but I feel good and I think he feels good too, at least I hope so.

Comments

[toughcookie1977]

Don't overanalyze everything too much! just enjoy for a change!!!! If it feels good (and it looks like it does...hehe) just go with the flow!

Oh by the way: I am proud of you!!!!

[ritagouldner]

Don't worry, I don't. I really feel in love, *positivsigh. And it feels goooood. I don't analyze anything. This will go on for at least a while and it makes me happy.... can't even work, because I'm happy, grin.

Why are you proud of me?

[toughcookie1977]

Because this time you are REALLY doing everything you can to get over M.!

[ritagouldner]

I know. I just hope that this isn't the only reason. Sometimes I wonder... I was really confused before Dennis came over. I even cried. I don't want to hurt him because I do something I don't do because of him. Than I decided to relax and told myself that Mark is the past and Dennis is now and that I'll work on this to happen - and that's what I did :). And it felt good. I guess he is the best thing that could happen to me right now. I almost forgot how good it is to do nothing else than kissing someone and feel his body close to mine. Normally I'm not one of these "let's start it slowly"-persons, but this time it feels good. Most of the guys I know would probably have tried to go further, but he didn't. I really do miss him.