JinDa 5 Song Drabbles
5 SONG DRABBLES
Pairing: Akanishi Jin/Ueda Tatsuya
Genre: Fluff, Angst (idk)
Warning: Un-beta
A/N: I put i-Tunes on shuffle mode and it gave me an idea to write a Jinda drabble :’)
1. Eternity - Avril Lavigne
The first time they had to separate when Jin decided to further his English study in America. It broke Tatsuya’s heart apart but he couldn’t do anything about it, he didn’t want to do anything about it. It made Jin happy and that was the most important thing for him. If Jin’s happy, Tatsuya will feel happy too.
“Go and catch your dream. I’ll wait until you come back here” he said the night before Jin flew to America.
“Thank you Tatsuya. I’ll sure to come back. Even we’re separated thousand miles away, my heart and love will stay here for you. Please keep it for me when I’m away”
“I love you Jin”
“I love you too Tatsuya” and the promise was sealed with a kiss.
This time, the same thing happened. Jin not only left him, also the band and it was for forever.
“I know why you are doing this. I understand, so it’s fine Jin. Just don’t forget about me. Just don’t leave me for real” Tatsuya was sobbing. Though how much he can take it, it still hurt knowing that he won’t see Jin at work anymore. No singing with Jin, no dancing with Jin, and no cuddling with Jin in their rehearsal room.
“Tatsuya, listen. Look at me babe, look at me” Tatsuya looked up as Jin wiped his tears away. “Though I’m no longer in KAT-TUN, it doesn’t mean that I’m no longer with you. I’m with you and will always be, nothing can change that okay” he pulled Tatsuya and embraced him lovingly, like he won’t let Tatsuya go. “We might no be able to sing together on stage anymore, but we can still singing each other a lullaby before we go to sleep. We might not be able to dance together again in practice room or on stage, but we can always do our waltz anytime we want. And we might not be able to cuddle again at work, but it doesn’t matter. I prefer cuddling with you on our couch, in our home. We still can do what we want”
Tatsuya smiled as he clutched tightly at Jin. Hearing something like that from Jin had convinced Tatsuya how much they love each other. Not just today, for eternal if it meant.
“I love you, babe. I love you so much”
“I love you too Jin” and it sealed with a kiss, too.
2. Damaged - Danity Kane
Tatsuya read the article, over and over again. He wasn’t the type of person that drowned into useless gossips or stupid rumors. He wasn’t the type of person that loved to read gossip magazines. No, he wasn’t that kind of person; unless they had a certain person name in it, to be exact, if they had Akanishi Jin’s name in it. Tatsuya re-read the article again and again, until it reached the point where he can’t see what was written there. He blinked his eyes repeatedly. Then he felt something hot dropped on his cheeks and his eyes started to hurt. He was crying. Tears were flowing down on his cheeks. He closed the magazine and threw it away. He lay down on the couch and curled up into a ball.
Small crying can be heard, fulfilled the dark room and his empty heart. He ignored every call; he ignored every message in his mobile phone. He was crying and Jin was miles away. Jin was probably having fun in the club again with some hot blonde chicks. Tatsuya didn’t care; Jin can do what he wanted to do.
Then his home phone rang. He let it rang, just like what he did to his mobile phone. Until it reached the voice message.
“Babe, I know you’re there. Please, I need to talk to you. You need to know the truth. The rumor is just a piece of shit. I don’t have any relationship with any American girl here. How can I when I already have you! Please Tatsuya, believe me. It’s true that I went to the club, but it wasn’t just the two of us. There were 10 of us for God sake!” there was a long sigh and Tatsuya’s sob grew louder. “Please talk to me Tatsuya, I’m begging you. I love you too much, please don’t do this to me” Tatsuya didn’t know if he heard it right but, is Jin crying? “I love you. I really love you” then he can’t hear anything anymore. No more Jin’s voice, no more Jin’s pleads. And Tatsuya continued to weep.
3. Love Games
Tatsuya sipped the drink in his hand, tried to hide a light smirk that formed on his lips. He knew Jin was watching him, he knew it since he stepped in into in the club. He noticed how Jin’s eyes followed his every movement and fidgeting uncomfortably on his seat every time Koki put his arm around Tatsuya’s shoulder. Tatsuya found it amusing. Jin just had to be that obvious, yet he didn’t notice that Tatsuya also noticed how Jin kept glancing at him and stumbled on his words when Tatsuya asked him something.
But Tatsuya also found it irritating since Jin didn’t even try to make a move. All he did was sitting there with a drink in his hand and watched. Oh, he sometimes blinked his eyes stupidly if Tatsuya sent him a questioning look.
I had enough. Tatsuya suddenly stood up, almost made Koki fell off of the couch and made Junno squealed in surprise. Jin’s eyes were still on him, Tatsuya knew better. So he decided to do something about it because he knew if he didn’t, Jin can only watch and he won’t get what he wanted. He ignored a question that came from Kame and a whine from Koki as Tatsuya made his way towards the dance floor and started to dance to the music. It wasn’t like he really wanted to dance or he was dancing with a particular person either. But he kept moving, hands roamed all over his body, hips rolling, and everything. He just needed to do it. At the same time, he didn’t forget to glance at Jin and he smirked again. Jin was watching.
At one time, Tatsuya just had all the fun by himself. The next time, he had a company; like he cared anyway. The music was getting good and the dance floor was getting hotter. They kept dancing and Tatsuya can feel the hands that were first wrapped around his wrist, started to travel around his body as their bodies kept grinding on each other. He sent Jin another glance and Jin wasn’t watching this time. Jin was staring and his eyes, there was something in his eyes that made Tatsuya shivered. But Tatsuya knew he liked it, he wanted that look in Jin’s eyes from the moment he noticed Jin’s gaze on him. I only need a few more tricks. Tatsuya turned his head to look at his partner and smiled seductively. He lifted his both hands and wrapped them around the guy’s neck before he bent forward, and whispered something. The guy smiled, stopped their dance, and dragged Tatsuya out from the crowd in that dance floor. Just when they were about to walk out of the club, a firm grip on Tatsuya’s right arm stopped them from walking any further. Tatsuya turned around and saw Jin standing behind them. Jin didn’t look at him; instead he was looking at the guy who held Tatsuya’s left hand.
“You’re not going anywhere with my lover”
“What?”
“You heard me, kid. Now let go of his hand” and Tatsuya smiled widely. He looked at his company and bowed apologetically. When that guy left, Jin pulled Tatsuya closed to him and glared.
“Took you long enough, Jin-chan~”
“So you noticed” Jin smiled as he caressed Tatsuya’s face and tucked a few hairs that fall on Tatsuya’s face behind his ear.
“Of course, you’re too obvious” Tatsuya giggled and Jin can’t help but kissed the plump lips.
“Dance?” Jin shook his head and dropped another kiss on Tatsuya’s lips.
“Let’s go home. I don’t feel like being here anymore”
“And why is that?” Tatsuya smiled and blinked his eyes innocently. He traced his finger on Jin’s chest, sending now a seductive and not so innocent smile. Jin groaned.
“Because there is a certain beauty that keeps seducing me and now I’m even turned on”
“Perv!” Tatsuya smacked Jin lightly.
“Whose fault is that?” Tatsuya pouted but followed Jin nevertheless as Jin led them out of the club.
4. I Wanna Have Your Babies - Natasha Bedingfield
Tatsuya stared on Jin and Jin was in a deep thought again. He had been like that for a few days now and Tatsuya wondered what bothered Jin that much. Jin didn’t show this part of him very often. He only had that serious look on him when there was something big that concerned him; like when he wanted to go abroad to study English, or when he wanted to confess his undying love to Tatsuya.
“Jin” Tatsuya called out but Jin didn’t reply. He had his eyes fixed on the television but Tatsuya knew that Jin didn’t really watching it. He was somewhere else.
“Jin!” Tatsuya called again, a bit louder this time but he still didn’t get any response from Jin.
Jin’s eyes wrinkled. Sometimes he bit his lip hard. He was in a deep thought.
“--in” Jin startled. He looked up, only to see Tatsuya standing in front of him and he had his hands at his waist.
“Huh?”
“I called you but you didn’t answer me. What is so good about staring at the TV but not really watching it?”
“Ah gomen. I was thinking about something”
“Yeah, I can see that” Jin smiled.
“Babe, come. Sit here” Jin said as he patted his laps and shifted a little to take a comfortable seat on the couch. Tatsuya obeyed as he walked closer and Jin immediately wrapped his hands around Tatsuya once Tatsuya settled on his laps.
“Ne Tatsuya, are you happy with me?”
“What kind of question is that?”
“Just answer me Babe”
“I am happy” Tatsuya answered and placed a kiss on Jin’s cheek.
“Even you can’t have everything you want if you stay with me?”
“What are you talking about? I have everything if I’m with you”
“No, you don’t”
“Tell me what can’t I have if I have you by my side?”
“Urm, a baby?” Tatsuya can see the uncertainty in Jin’s eyes when he said that but Tatsuya only let out a chuckle. Jin pouted.
“Jin, it’s true that I want a baby. Babies are adorable and I know you think the same way too. But does it matter now? I have you and I don’t need anything else. I’m okay with just me and you. Baby isn’t a big deal for me now” Tatsuya bent down and kissed Jin full on the lips like he was trying to make all the uncertainty in Jin flew away.
“Babe, let’s make love right now. I want to give you a baby”
“Jin, we’re done about the baby thing okay”
“But--”
“Shut up!” and when Tatsuya gave him another passionate kiss, Jin decided that Tatsuya was right. They were just fine with the way they were now and Jin wouldn’t ask for anything more than this. Having Tatsuya now already completed his life; he didn’t need anything more to make his life perfect because Tatsuya was perfect enough for him.
5. Cinderella - Tata Young
Tatsuya hated the fact that Kame always wanted to look beautiful than him. Tatsuya hated the fact that Koki thought he was even tougher and stronger than him. Tatsuya hated the fact that Junno always find him as the most adorable thing to glomp or squeeze every time Junno saw him. Tatsuya also hated the fact that he looked prettier than any woman Nakamaru had ever met. Most of all, he hated the fact that Jin always spoiled him and treated him like he was the baby of the group.
He’s a guy; everyone with insanity can see that. So it was impossible to say that he’s pretty or beautiful right? Kame can take the title if he wanted and Tatsuya didn’t want to spend his time to make him looked beautiful all the time. Sometimes, when he went on the net and read some random comments from the fans that he was the prettiest guy in KAT-TUN, he sighed heavily. Kame definitely won’t like this at all. So the least he can do for that diva was telling him that he’s the beauty in KAT-TUN. Kame got more offers for acting and definitely the most popular in KAT-TUN. So Kame was definitely the prettiest, right?
Tatsuya did boxing. Yes, he hated it when people looked at him like he was a spoil princess that couldn’t do anything manly just because he looked rather girly than people around him. So when Koki acted like he was the strongest in KAT-TUN, Tatsuya really wished that he can practice his boxing skills outside the gym too. He really wanted to do boxing in KAT-TUN dressing room, at least once. Maybe Koki will think twice before he walked into that room and declared himself as gangster wannabe, maybe.
Junno was the hyper among them and his puns sucked. At first Tatsuya thought that he was fine with it as long as Junno didn’t come to him and try to make him bored. But lately, Junno found him as a fluffy bear; always glomp on him when he entered the room in the morning and squeeze him saying something like “Uepi is so soft and small. I feel like hugging a big teddy bear~”. Junno was so oblivious; he didn’t notice the death glare Tatsuya gave him, or maybe he pretended not to notice it.
Tatsuya was very careful when it came to his clothing. He will make sure that he didn’t dress like a girl, or made him looked like a girl. But somehow, people ended up thinking that he was a girl. He didn’t know where he did wrong. So when Nakamaru came to him and said that he looked cute, he wondered if he chose a right cloth for today’s photo shoot. The next day, Nakamaru said that he looked pretty and Tatsuya decided not to trust Kame anymore when it came to clothes preferences. When a new day started, Tatsuya checked on the cloth his wore for thousand times and he was satisfied that he looked more or less like Nakamaru today. No one ever said that Nakamaru was pretty like a girl, so this should be fine. But when Nakamaru saw him and flailed like a fangirl, saying that next time he wanted to see Tatsuya in kimono, Tatsuya thought that maybe he should just change his career so he can wear a tie and a blazer.
When Tatsuya said that he can see fairies, he really did. He believed in fairies and always loved fairytale stories. When he was a kid, his mother didn’t forget to read stories of some princesses before he went to sleep. He liked it and always dreamt about it. But as the time went by, Tatsuya realized that everything was just a piece of tale and they got nothing to do with him. He wanted to stop believing that there will be someone out there who will come and set him free like what the prince did to Cinderella. He wanted to believe that that there won’t be any prince that will come and rescue him, so that they can live happily ever after like the Snow White’s story. He’s guy, he’s the prince himself. So he thought there was no need for him to dream for a prince. He can do everything, he knew he can. He did boxing, he lived own his own, he worked hard and tried hard to prove himself. He didn’t want anyone to look down on him, always give him hand in everything. He wanted people to believe in him, had faith in him.
“Tat-chan, do you need a help in our new dance? Come, I’ll help you practice”
“Tat-chan, let’s go. It’s lunch time. I won’t allow you to skip it too. It’s enough that you skipped your breakfast this morning”
“Tatsuya, are you okay? You look tired. Come here. You can use me as a pillow; I can be quite comfortable you know”
“It’s time to go home, finally! Tat-chan, hurry up. I’ll send you home tonight”
“Tatsuya, can I stay over tonight? I’m too tired to drive home. Plus, I want to make sure that you get your sleep tonight. No more staying up to write new songs okay”
“Babe, ohayou. Do you want me to make a breakfast for you?”
Jin pecked him on the lips and he smiled. Having Jin’s arms securely wrapped around him and the warmth of his body early in the morning made Tatsuya the happiest guy in the world. He closed his eyes, snuggled closer to Jin. Being the pretty guy wasn’t that bad after all, Jin fell in love with him at the first sight. Being the weakest wasn’t that bad too. Jin said he’ll protect him no matter what and Tatsuya always wanted Jin to be his savior. Being targeted as most preferable thing to hug wasn’t that horrible. At least Jin always wanted to cuddle, especially on their day off in their room. And being the spoiled princess wasn’t bad either because Jin loved to do everything for him. Tatsuya didn’t mind if Kame said he was even prettier than Tatsuya because for Jin, Tatsuya was the most beautiful living human in the world. Tatsuya didn’t mind if Koki wanted to be the strongest because Jin said he wanted Tatsuya to rely on him in anything. Tatsuya didn’t mind if they said he’s spoiled because he loved it when Jin looked at him deeply in his eyes and said “Because you’re my baby, you will always be”
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okay, i failed miserably -_- but still, comments are loved :')
p/s: i already have the update for both of my RyoDa multichapters (Rooftop Rant & Keep Holding On) and i also wrote one-shot for RyoDa, yayyyyyy!!!! but i can't post it right now. am in such a hurry for my birthday party hihi (yep, tomorrow is my birthday. HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO ME in advance ^___^). so, i'll surely post the updates after the birthday celebration, chiao!
Pairing: Akanishi Jin/Ueda Tatsuya
Genre: Fluff, Angst (idk)
Warning: Un-beta
A/N: I put i-Tunes on shuffle mode and it gave me an idea to write a Jinda drabble :’)
1. Eternity - Avril Lavigne
The first time they had to separate when Jin decided to further his English study in America. It broke Tatsuya’s heart apart but he couldn’t do anything about it, he didn’t want to do anything about it. It made Jin happy and that was the most important thing for him. If Jin’s happy, Tatsuya will feel happy too.
“Go and catch your dream. I’ll wait until you come back here” he said the night before Jin flew to America.
“Thank you Tatsuya. I’ll sure to come back. Even we’re separated thousand miles away, my heart and love will stay here for you. Please keep it for me when I’m away”
“I love you Jin”
“I love you too Tatsuya” and the promise was sealed with a kiss.
This time, the same thing happened. Jin not only left him, also the band and it was for forever.
“I know why you are doing this. I understand, so it’s fine Jin. Just don’t forget about me. Just don’t leave me for real” Tatsuya was sobbing. Though how much he can take it, it still hurt knowing that he won’t see Jin at work anymore. No singing with Jin, no dancing with Jin, and no cuddling with Jin in their rehearsal room.
“Tatsuya, listen. Look at me babe, look at me” Tatsuya looked up as Jin wiped his tears away. “Though I’m no longer in KAT-TUN, it doesn’t mean that I’m no longer with you. I’m with you and will always be, nothing can change that okay” he pulled Tatsuya and embraced him lovingly, like he won’t let Tatsuya go. “We might no be able to sing together on stage anymore, but we can still singing each other a lullaby before we go to sleep. We might not be able to dance together again in practice room or on stage, but we can always do our waltz anytime we want. And we might not be able to cuddle again at work, but it doesn’t matter. I prefer cuddling with you on our couch, in our home. We still can do what we want”
Tatsuya smiled as he clutched tightly at Jin. Hearing something like that from Jin had convinced Tatsuya how much they love each other. Not just today, for eternal if it meant.
“I love you, babe. I love you so much”
“I love you too Jin” and it sealed with a kiss, too.
2. Damaged - Danity Kane
Tatsuya read the article, over and over again. He wasn’t the type of person that drowned into useless gossips or stupid rumors. He wasn’t the type of person that loved to read gossip magazines. No, he wasn’t that kind of person; unless they had a certain person name in it, to be exact, if they had Akanishi Jin’s name in it. Tatsuya re-read the article again and again, until it reached the point where he can’t see what was written there. He blinked his eyes repeatedly. Then he felt something hot dropped on his cheeks and his eyes started to hurt. He was crying. Tears were flowing down on his cheeks. He closed the magazine and threw it away. He lay down on the couch and curled up into a ball.
Small crying can be heard, fulfilled the dark room and his empty heart. He ignored every call; he ignored every message in his mobile phone. He was crying and Jin was miles away. Jin was probably having fun in the club again with some hot blonde chicks. Tatsuya didn’t care; Jin can do what he wanted to do.
Then his home phone rang. He let it rang, just like what he did to his mobile phone. Until it reached the voice message.
“Babe, I know you’re there. Please, I need to talk to you. You need to know the truth. The rumor is just a piece of shit. I don’t have any relationship with any American girl here. How can I when I already have you! Please Tatsuya, believe me. It’s true that I went to the club, but it wasn’t just the two of us. There were 10 of us for God sake!” there was a long sigh and Tatsuya’s sob grew louder. “Please talk to me Tatsuya, I’m begging you. I love you too much, please don’t do this to me” Tatsuya didn’t know if he heard it right but, is Jin crying? “I love you. I really love you” then he can’t hear anything anymore. No more Jin’s voice, no more Jin’s pleads. And Tatsuya continued to weep.
3. Love Games
Tatsuya sipped the drink in his hand, tried to hide a light smirk that formed on his lips. He knew Jin was watching him, he knew it since he stepped in into in the club. He noticed how Jin’s eyes followed his every movement and fidgeting uncomfortably on his seat every time Koki put his arm around Tatsuya’s shoulder. Tatsuya found it amusing. Jin just had to be that obvious, yet he didn’t notice that Tatsuya also noticed how Jin kept glancing at him and stumbled on his words when Tatsuya asked him something.
But Tatsuya also found it irritating since Jin didn’t even try to make a move. All he did was sitting there with a drink in his hand and watched. Oh, he sometimes blinked his eyes stupidly if Tatsuya sent him a questioning look.
I had enough. Tatsuya suddenly stood up, almost made Koki fell off of the couch and made Junno squealed in surprise. Jin’s eyes were still on him, Tatsuya knew better. So he decided to do something about it because he knew if he didn’t, Jin can only watch and he won’t get what he wanted. He ignored a question that came from Kame and a whine from Koki as Tatsuya made his way towards the dance floor and started to dance to the music. It wasn’t like he really wanted to dance or he was dancing with a particular person either. But he kept moving, hands roamed all over his body, hips rolling, and everything. He just needed to do it. At the same time, he didn’t forget to glance at Jin and he smirked again. Jin was watching.
At one time, Tatsuya just had all the fun by himself. The next time, he had a company; like he cared anyway. The music was getting good and the dance floor was getting hotter. They kept dancing and Tatsuya can feel the hands that were first wrapped around his wrist, started to travel around his body as their bodies kept grinding on each other. He sent Jin another glance and Jin wasn’t watching this time. Jin was staring and his eyes, there was something in his eyes that made Tatsuya shivered. But Tatsuya knew he liked it, he wanted that look in Jin’s eyes from the moment he noticed Jin’s gaze on him. I only need a few more tricks. Tatsuya turned his head to look at his partner and smiled seductively. He lifted his both hands and wrapped them around the guy’s neck before he bent forward, and whispered something. The guy smiled, stopped their dance, and dragged Tatsuya out from the crowd in that dance floor. Just when they were about to walk out of the club, a firm grip on Tatsuya’s right arm stopped them from walking any further. Tatsuya turned around and saw Jin standing behind them. Jin didn’t look at him; instead he was looking at the guy who held Tatsuya’s left hand.
“You’re not going anywhere with my lover”
“What?”
“You heard me, kid. Now let go of his hand” and Tatsuya smiled widely. He looked at his company and bowed apologetically. When that guy left, Jin pulled Tatsuya closed to him and glared.
“Took you long enough, Jin-chan~”
“So you noticed” Jin smiled as he caressed Tatsuya’s face and tucked a few hairs that fall on Tatsuya’s face behind his ear.
“Of course, you’re too obvious” Tatsuya giggled and Jin can’t help but kissed the plump lips.
“Dance?” Jin shook his head and dropped another kiss on Tatsuya’s lips.
“Let’s go home. I don’t feel like being here anymore”
“And why is that?” Tatsuya smiled and blinked his eyes innocently. He traced his finger on Jin’s chest, sending now a seductive and not so innocent smile. Jin groaned.
“Because there is a certain beauty that keeps seducing me and now I’m even turned on”
“Perv!” Tatsuya smacked Jin lightly.
“Whose fault is that?” Tatsuya pouted but followed Jin nevertheless as Jin led them out of the club.
4. I Wanna Have Your Babies - Natasha Bedingfield
Tatsuya stared on Jin and Jin was in a deep thought again. He had been like that for a few days now and Tatsuya wondered what bothered Jin that much. Jin didn’t show this part of him very often. He only had that serious look on him when there was something big that concerned him; like when he wanted to go abroad to study English, or when he wanted to confess his undying love to Tatsuya.
“Jin” Tatsuya called out but Jin didn’t reply. He had his eyes fixed on the television but Tatsuya knew that Jin didn’t really watching it. He was somewhere else.
“Jin!” Tatsuya called again, a bit louder this time but he still didn’t get any response from Jin.
Jin’s eyes wrinkled. Sometimes he bit his lip hard. He was in a deep thought.
“--in” Jin startled. He looked up, only to see Tatsuya standing in front of him and he had his hands at his waist.
“Huh?”
“I called you but you didn’t answer me. What is so good about staring at the TV but not really watching it?”
“Ah gomen. I was thinking about something”
“Yeah, I can see that” Jin smiled.
“Babe, come. Sit here” Jin said as he patted his laps and shifted a little to take a comfortable seat on the couch. Tatsuya obeyed as he walked closer and Jin immediately wrapped his hands around Tatsuya once Tatsuya settled on his laps.
“Ne Tatsuya, are you happy with me?”
“What kind of question is that?”
“Just answer me Babe”
“I am happy” Tatsuya answered and placed a kiss on Jin’s cheek.
“Even you can’t have everything you want if you stay with me?”
“What are you talking about? I have everything if I’m with you”
“No, you don’t”
“Tell me what can’t I have if I have you by my side?”
“Urm, a baby?” Tatsuya can see the uncertainty in Jin’s eyes when he said that but Tatsuya only let out a chuckle. Jin pouted.
“Jin, it’s true that I want a baby. Babies are adorable and I know you think the same way too. But does it matter now? I have you and I don’t need anything else. I’m okay with just me and you. Baby isn’t a big deal for me now” Tatsuya bent down and kissed Jin full on the lips like he was trying to make all the uncertainty in Jin flew away.
“Babe, let’s make love right now. I want to give you a baby”
“Jin, we’re done about the baby thing okay”
“But--”
“Shut up!” and when Tatsuya gave him another passionate kiss, Jin decided that Tatsuya was right. They were just fine with the way they were now and Jin wouldn’t ask for anything more than this. Having Tatsuya now already completed his life; he didn’t need anything more to make his life perfect because Tatsuya was perfect enough for him.
5. Cinderella - Tata Young
Tatsuya hated the fact that Kame always wanted to look beautiful than him. Tatsuya hated the fact that Koki thought he was even tougher and stronger than him. Tatsuya hated the fact that Junno always find him as the most adorable thing to glomp or squeeze every time Junno saw him. Tatsuya also hated the fact that he looked prettier than any woman Nakamaru had ever met. Most of all, he hated the fact that Jin always spoiled him and treated him like he was the baby of the group.
He’s a guy; everyone with insanity can see that. So it was impossible to say that he’s pretty or beautiful right? Kame can take the title if he wanted and Tatsuya didn’t want to spend his time to make him looked beautiful all the time. Sometimes, when he went on the net and read some random comments from the fans that he was the prettiest guy in KAT-TUN, he sighed heavily. Kame definitely won’t like this at all. So the least he can do for that diva was telling him that he’s the beauty in KAT-TUN. Kame got more offers for acting and definitely the most popular in KAT-TUN. So Kame was definitely the prettiest, right?
Tatsuya did boxing. Yes, he hated it when people looked at him like he was a spoil princess that couldn’t do anything manly just because he looked rather girly than people around him. So when Koki acted like he was the strongest in KAT-TUN, Tatsuya really wished that he can practice his boxing skills outside the gym too. He really wanted to do boxing in KAT-TUN dressing room, at least once. Maybe Koki will think twice before he walked into that room and declared himself as gangster wannabe, maybe.
Junno was the hyper among them and his puns sucked. At first Tatsuya thought that he was fine with it as long as Junno didn’t come to him and try to make him bored. But lately, Junno found him as a fluffy bear; always glomp on him when he entered the room in the morning and squeeze him saying something like “Uepi is so soft and small. I feel like hugging a big teddy bear~”. Junno was so oblivious; he didn’t notice the death glare Tatsuya gave him, or maybe he pretended not to notice it.
Tatsuya was very careful when it came to his clothing. He will make sure that he didn’t dress like a girl, or made him looked like a girl. But somehow, people ended up thinking that he was a girl. He didn’t know where he did wrong. So when Nakamaru came to him and said that he looked cute, he wondered if he chose a right cloth for today’s photo shoot. The next day, Nakamaru said that he looked pretty and Tatsuya decided not to trust Kame anymore when it came to clothes preferences. When a new day started, Tatsuya checked on the cloth his wore for thousand times and he was satisfied that he looked more or less like Nakamaru today. No one ever said that Nakamaru was pretty like a girl, so this should be fine. But when Nakamaru saw him and flailed like a fangirl, saying that next time he wanted to see Tatsuya in kimono, Tatsuya thought that maybe he should just change his career so he can wear a tie and a blazer.
When Tatsuya said that he can see fairies, he really did. He believed in fairies and always loved fairytale stories. When he was a kid, his mother didn’t forget to read stories of some princesses before he went to sleep. He liked it and always dreamt about it. But as the time went by, Tatsuya realized that everything was just a piece of tale and they got nothing to do with him. He wanted to stop believing that there will be someone out there who will come and set him free like what the prince did to Cinderella. He wanted to believe that that there won’t be any prince that will come and rescue him, so that they can live happily ever after like the Snow White’s story. He’s guy, he’s the prince himself. So he thought there was no need for him to dream for a prince. He can do everything, he knew he can. He did boxing, he lived own his own, he worked hard and tried hard to prove himself. He didn’t want anyone to look down on him, always give him hand in everything. He wanted people to believe in him, had faith in him.
“Tat-chan, do you need a help in our new dance? Come, I’ll help you practice”
“Tat-chan, let’s go. It’s lunch time. I won’t allow you to skip it too. It’s enough that you skipped your breakfast this morning”
“Tatsuya, are you okay? You look tired. Come here. You can use me as a pillow; I can be quite comfortable you know”
“It’s time to go home, finally! Tat-chan, hurry up. I’ll send you home tonight”
“Tatsuya, can I stay over tonight? I’m too tired to drive home. Plus, I want to make sure that you get your sleep tonight. No more staying up to write new songs okay”
“Babe, ohayou. Do you want me to make a breakfast for you?”
Jin pecked him on the lips and he smiled. Having Jin’s arms securely wrapped around him and the warmth of his body early in the morning made Tatsuya the happiest guy in the world. He closed his eyes, snuggled closer to Jin. Being the pretty guy wasn’t that bad after all, Jin fell in love with him at the first sight. Being the weakest wasn’t that bad too. Jin said he’ll protect him no matter what and Tatsuya always wanted Jin to be his savior. Being targeted as most preferable thing to hug wasn’t that horrible. At least Jin always wanted to cuddle, especially on their day off in their room. And being the spoiled princess wasn’t bad either because Jin loved to do everything for him. Tatsuya didn’t mind if Kame said he was even prettier than Tatsuya because for Jin, Tatsuya was the most beautiful living human in the world. Tatsuya didn’t mind if Koki wanted to be the strongest because Jin said he wanted Tatsuya to rely on him in anything. Tatsuya didn’t mind if they said he’s spoiled because he loved it when Jin looked at him deeply in his eyes and said “Because you’re my baby, you will always be”
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okay, i failed miserably -_- but still, comments are loved :')
p/s: i already have the update for both of my RyoDa multichapters (Rooftop Rant & Keep Holding On) and i also wrote one-shot for RyoDa, yayyyyyy!!!! but i can't post it right now. am in such a hurry for my birthday party hihi (yep, tomorrow is my birthday. HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO ME in advance ^___^). so, i'll surely post the updates after the birthday celebration, chiao!