It seems as though winter quarter is the hardest of them all. I have to say a lot of my friends have either been depressed or having problems, along with myself. I've never been more depressed and anxiety-ridden in my life. And for some reason putting this all in a public forum seems to be some sort of relief.
I think I want to be a writer. Maybe for Wired. I love technology and sociology. I love people. I love watching people change, improve, come to realizations and make themselves better.
Reading stories about people who have life-changing moments and realize what's truly important to them always makes me happy. And I always wished for one of those moments. Yet I don't think it would work for me. I'm constantly thinking of what I should do or what other people want me to do. I've realized now that not everyone gets those life-changing moments, and if you don't, you have plunk down and figure things out for yourself.
Goodbye.