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I really hate beer still. And alcohol all together. And the drunk people that say they won't get mad if I don't want to drink anymore, but when that time comes they are to drunk to not get mad. And when I stayed up like 3 hours past when I said I would to hang out with them, and I say I'm tired I'm going to bed, suddenly I'm trying to get out of ( Read more... ) -
Writer's Block: A Bitter Pill to Swallow?
Hell no. Working out is the only form of self hatred that is not only accepted but is considered good to do. What else can you do where you cause yourself so much pain and yell and scream vile things at yourself and people just go "good for him." Things like that kind of make me mad. You are upstairs water boarding yourself with your own sweat ( Read more... ) -
Weird Dream
I want to try and post some of my dreams but by the time I get around to it I can't remember them any more. But I can remember a good deal of this one ( Read more... ) -
Boring me
I am really starting to hate my days off. Mainly I just sit around my house alone thinking about all of the things that I'm not getting done in my life. You remember when you were a kid and you were sitting in school just waiting for the weekend so that you could just kick back and relax? Well that is what work used to be like. I used to be at ( Read more... ) -
Writer's Block: Fantasy Sports
What???
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GGGGGRRRRRAAAAAAAAHHHHHHHH!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
This is it. Here it is. She just called me at 1 o clock in the morning to tell me that she dosn't love this guy even though he wants her to she loves me. She claims that she is great with his kids and it is starting to make her think that she would want children some day. But not with this guy she would want them with me. She says that she was ( Read more... ) -
damn it
My ex called my twice the other night at two o clock in the morning. Then sent me a bunch of text messages basically saying call me. So the next day I did. I have never gotten the crying call from the ex girl friend before telling me how it is not what they thought it would be, and they miss me and the house. I didn't really say anything ( Read more... ) -
Writer's Block: Youthful Transgressions
Just being so caught up in the future that I didn't live for the now.
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been a while, hope I remember where everything goes
Man, put a few twelves together with a couple of sixteens and you really get the life knocked out of you. I'm just glad that I am in my two week workout off season. :) Well to update, I have decided to go for the job with unbelievable hours and pay. Yes, for about three years I will have no life. But right now my life is just this slow mellow ( Read more... )
