i hate emotions. i am so not an emotional person so when they start to take over, i get really angry. and anger is, of course, just another emotion added to the turmoil. i wish some things this year had never happened and at the same time i'm glad they happened and i just wish they were over now. but not really. i don't make any sense and i ( Read more... )

Today sucked a lot. I was all excited because today was going to be almost entirely wonderful. It was going to start with sleeping in on my favorite comfy bed, then working a bit, going to our first Orientation meeting (yay!) of the summer, then to buy a bathing suit, then to finish packing and go to bed early. But no. It started off perfectly ( Read more... )

My livejournal haiku actually makes sense. weird, much ( Read more... )

Ah!!! It's getting longer but that is not the problem. I'm finally finished with justice, trustworthiness and courage/bravery. If I could wrap my head around practical reason right now I would but instead I've decided to move on to the dautning task of judging Jacob Gens ( Read more... )

That's how long i have to finish this presentation. and tomorrow is the seder, which means hours of making charoset in the morning and then hours of seder in the evening. why the hell did i procrastinate so much this entire semester? I have been the biggest slacker ever and this time i don't think i'll be able to weasel my way out of it.

Yay, the Mariners won 5-4. It was so close but we got it. No thanks to stoopid Boone. So inconsistent! Hhhh'anyway, now it's back to work. Actually, it has been for a few hours now but i need to procrastinate for awhile. I've got three and a half pages written, which I am proud of. But my wrists want to die ( Read more... )

okay i'm done. i have two more pages of notes on Gens, which is almost one source but not quite, and that is going to have to suffice for now. I'll just have to come back after the game because now I'm too excited to concentrate. I love baseball!

Oy. It took me a little longer to get started this morning than I had anticipated. I am now beginning to read some biographies about Jacob Gens, which are SO much more interesting than anything Aristotle could ever have to say. Whew. After all this I think I might want to change my thesis topic. I don't know if I can handle another year of ( Read more... )

and i'm quitting. i finished my spanish reading, i have 10 pages left of virtue and vice and a conclusion for chinese religion. and, you know, the dreaded research paper. of death.

Okay, so I gave up on researching about two and a half hours ago and just started writing even though I'm only about a third of the way done with the research. Then I quit that about an hour and a half ago because my head was about to explode and I moved on to some Chinese Religion work, which is a little ridiculous since with my incomplete I have ( Read more... )