Throw myself into the hands of fate
Just like spinning clockwork
These gears crush me
But it smells so good
Like strawberries and flowers
Connecting, connecting
The grey world rushes away

This hurts too much.

Miyavi can be so amazingly like Kami sometimes. It's so unfair. I want to show my first Kami story and when I first found Miyavi so I can prove that I made up Kami first. ;_; But I can't because those stories are on the broken computer. *sighs ( Read more... )

I spent the hours of about three to five-thirty phasing in and out of panic and depression. A couple of times I half-considered suicide, not nearly desperate enough to actually pull it off, but thinking about it from a far-off, hazy distance. While Lori was on, I was okay, but after she left I pretty much broke down ( Read more... )

Happiness and pece of mind were never meant for me.

XD All those years to invent a fork!

Okay, he changed it. so now it's:

And for linkage, which he so badly craves: paperandhairgod

How come these things always make me out to be obsessed with sex? >_

( Bat Out of Hell (Meatloaf) )

I'm getting obsessed with this thing. *kicks it*

rivvieve
is distressed.

If it's not one thing, it's another. Your life is a pitiful wreck, and it's all you ever write about. Why don't you at least make up a happy story for once. Your friends would appreciate that.

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