I Struggle On The Inside

[rizkore]

It is indescribable the peace that is with me right now. Yet, I must also note that I am bored and fighting my mind which wants to get depressed but can not (ha ha I win mind). Jobless and waiting are to things I am not created to do. I have to feel useful. The major problem is no income equals no gas money. No gas means no going to the church to

Comments

[trakandrose]

Why don't you at least attempt to get a job, or work part time instead of asking people for money?

I thought of that.

[rizkore]

I am working on getting unemployment which will get me more money then a part time Job will get me, but even then that is not enough to get what I need. I would have been in better condition if things had gone the way I had planned. But now I am dipping into my saving to pay for my bills. I had about $1100 but it is going fast. Hopefully Unemployment will get me though till July and I pray get some assistance. In the end I was still planning on asking for assitance though. Even $5 helps. Well see how it all pans out. I am praying and seeking guidance from God and some other people. Hope this lends to some understanding.