I am finished camp finally(Yay) not that i don't like camp its just that i have a wonderful year ahead of me. I am going to be a RA and also i am going to be traveling this year( yay) i am so excited about that. plus next summer i will a head counselor at that camp that i have been going to sence i was 13 years old. I hope everything goes well and ( Read more... )

I found out some great news just the other day.I am so proud of myself and i pretty sure that others would be too. I MADE DEANS LIST!!!! Who knew that a special ed kid for three fucking years would actually make deans list din her freshman year in college i am so glad that i worked my ass of to show all those people that hated on me and totally ( Read more... )

do you ever feel that you might be equally loved but, something deep down in the pit of your stomach you feel that you are not ( Read more... )

For the past year everything is changing i don't know that to think of myself: am i happy with myself is everyone else happy with me. I meditate and everyone who appears cares for me more in the dream world than in reality. or could this be a revelation of mine could this be some imaginary feeling that know one can really understand. who knows

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I can't believe that i am almost done my frist year of college. many people told that i wouldn't be able to do it, but i did . i am looking forward to next year very much. I can't wait to prove those people wrong again. On the other hand i am stressed out of my mind i have so much to do . But i am sure that i will get through it. I can't wait to ( Read more... )

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as i sit and reflect on my life i wonder what path will it take. i have trouble understanding the fact that college is hard. somedays it can be easy as hell, but the finaceal part is harder than the work. my mom is not helping me much either, i wanna know the info that i need to get money but she tells me that's her business ( Read more... )

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