I am soo incredibly sick of school, that it is driving me insane.............ahhhhh!!! I can't write much right now so maybe I'll write later.

DEVIL ON YA BACK I CAN NEVER DIE!!!!!  *Whew*  I've got that out of my system.......Good sweet God!!!  I am really frustrated, and very tired.  If I don't get a good grade on this history project I'm gonna F someone up!!!  I would actually like to go to college people, and I'll be mutha fuckin' damned if I get screwed over b/c of some stupid shit ( Read more... )

    Hello my comrades!!! I am soo goddamned bored it is driving me crazy!!!  For the first part of the day I went out with my mom, aunt debb, and my cousin shae.  We went to where my aunt works, which is an old house in Indian Hill(she helps take care of it b/c the people who own it are old and rich).  Then we went to Rally's, and I ate a mediocre ( Read more... )

I GOT MY HASH PIPE!!!!!  Why this color? You ask......B/C I DON'T GIVE A FUCK DATS WHY!  Wow where am I getting this from?  I have to go back to school tomorrow, and I really don't want to go.  I never do so what's new?

My body is aching so terribly!!!!  Volleyball conditioning, and weight training is pretty tough......I'll be okay though.  I'm ( Read more... )

damn it!

it isn't gonna work so forget it......

I really hate when I get these fucked up feelings in my head.  I feel when bad things are about to happen, and they do.  It is really creepy!  I don't imagine it, and then it miraculously happens........I just feel it.  That is so bizarre....
Well, I'm gonna make some dolls and I'm gonna post them, so enjoy!

I absolutely cannot stand the current setting of the play that is my life.  The disease that is my pain has last for a little over a week, and it isn't showing any signs of stopping.  I am losing my mind!  I say one thing, for example, and it ruins my entire day.  I was having a terrific day today, and when the night falls I cry my eyes out.  I ( Read more... )

I hate it when my suspicions turn out to be right.  Everything that I felt would happen did in fact happen............

Nothing went right today.  Everything got turned up side down, and I feel like I just have to scream, and cry a little too.  I'm so confused, and I don't know what is gonna go on, and how it's going to work.  With every on-going ( Read more... )

Well a-ring-a ding ding!!!  There is something in my bones warning me of something that is coming.  I'm not sure what it could mean, but I have the worst feeling about a certain issue right now.  I'm just really afraid of how it's going to end......I am just so freaked out because I don't want to lose a certain something that was once very close to ( Read more... )