It's been a long time, I shouldn't have left you. Without a dope....fic to come to?

May 08, 2010 13:16


Author: Rkowhore79

Title: Alone

Pairing: Codiasi

Rating: NC-17

Word Count: 5,034

Disclaimer: I don’t own these boys or their characters. The only things that I own are my words. Although, I’m not quite sure I even want to lay claim to those right about now…

Summary: Cody is feeling isolated and alone after the draft, but is in for a nice surprise that ( Read more... )

fic:codiasi, slash

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luisaakainsane May 8 2010, 18:57:11 UTC
That was soooo fucking great!!
“You’re never truly alone, Codes, I’m always with you,” he smiled, sitting up slightly and covering my own heart with his large palm. “Right here.”
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I LOVE IT!!

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rkowhore79 May 8 2010, 20:01:46 UTC
awww thank you:) i haven't written these guys in so long that i wasn't too sure if i could even still hear their voices. but i'm glad you enjoyed it:))) that makes me really happy!!

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rkowhore79 May 8 2010, 20:04:51 UTC
hahaha...but it's trueeee! def not up to par with a few of my better fics, but it's a start. at least i hope it is. i miss writing so damn much, i just wish i had some new ideas/inspiration....something!!

awww, but thank you..really??! i'm flattered, really i am. this was such a short, rushed, hastily put together fic, too. i didn't want to lose the will to finish it so when i started to get that feeling towards what is the end, i hurried up and put some sort of finish to it. i've been doing that a lot. i've started fics, but just...lose it and they just sit there. so i have been writing, but i have a lot of starts to fics and no middles and endings! ughhh so frustrating! but this means a lot, i'm really glad you liked it.

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rkowhore79 May 8 2010, 21:54:04 UTC
Mem'd?? you're going to make me cryyyy♥♥

yeah, i have like..10 starts in my journal and some in Word:/ i don't know what happened to me. i was on such a roll for a while there and then it all just..dried up and i had nothing left. nothing was flowing. i'd sit down to write and my mind would just be blank. i'm going to try and write some more tonight, though. now that i got one out there and out of the way. the feedback really means a lot to me, it's hard getting back into this!! i don't want everyone to be all "oh ew. what is this garbage?? she's def lost her touch!" or anything like that:/

i do, i do love it. so much....

thank youuuuu:))))

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vyvrik May 8 2010, 19:17:51 UTC
oh my god, is this really bella fic i see??! *wooooowwww* !!! i miss your writing :( i'm still in love with your dexter randy, fucking hell, that man...

but awww you can really imagine them being so heartbroken at being torn apart in the draft :( poor sad boys :( and teddy showing his emotion at the end there <3 bless him. i can imagine how horrible it must be to be separated in the draft like that (if any of them ever are actually together lol)

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rkowhore79 May 8 2010, 20:09:37 UTC
hahahaa! it is, it isssss! at least it is if people like it. if they don't, than i deny writing it! lol really though, i miss it too. you just don't even know. and psycho randal is always...riiiight..there. just waiting to be written. i've started the next part, i really have. just lost the muse once again:/ but i'll get there. someday! at least i hope so:)))

i kind of rushed the end:/ i could have put a lot more emotion into the ending there but i was starting to lose it, lose my words, my inspiration etc so i just quick ended it. i hope it didn't come off as TOO rushed.

lol yeah, you're right. it's all kayfabe, baby...all kayfabe. they feel how we want them to feel and that's all there is to it, right?! we're their puppet masters:)

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vyvrik May 8 2010, 20:31:20 UTC
oh man just the THOUGHT of more psychotic randal makes me salivate with desire :D

and yes, damn straight we are! puppet masters ftw, hell yes.

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rkowhore79 May 8 2010, 21:55:17 UTC
right? i think i'll give him another go tonight...get a glass of wine...see if he wants to come out and play;)

i love that. as soon as i said it, i wrote it down in my "list of titles" that i keep for future fics. sometimes all it takes is a title and you can build off of that.

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archangel_92 May 8 2010, 20:22:37 UTC
Miss B!! *glompshugsdoesn'tletgo* I has missed you muchly, bb. ♥

Now onto the fic, I may not read, write, or watch wrastlin' anymore, but this was perfect - sadness, plus the sex, come on. Grade A Bella fanfiction. ;D And you thought you were getting rusty, IMPOSSIBLE! Poor Cody missing Teddy - Let's just call it what it is, simply amazin'. o(^-^)o

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rkowhore79 May 8 2010, 22:06:40 UTC
hellloooooooo!!! how have you been? omg, i haven't been around in AGES, i know:(( i'm on FB all day, every day and that's about it.

awww, you don't? nothing? none of it? not even a liitttle bit?? i still watch it. don't read fics anymore, though. write verrry little. but i still watch it. watching dolph right now♥ actually....

well then, i'm flattered that you took the time to read this, then, considering that you aren't into it anymore:))) awww, that means a lot!! you're too kind, too too kind!!

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archangel_92 May 8 2010, 22:19:55 UTC
Stressed about school, but that's beside the fact. I'm good. How've you been? I KNOW!!! Ah, that's why, I chose not to get one. Don't want one.

I mean, I'll catch it now and again, but maybe two weeks before the draft, I pretty much fell out of watching it. I miss how it use to be when I first became a WWE fangirl. *shrugs* I don't even do either one, ^^; Lol, love you that Dolph.

Hey, remember, you are a very talented writer, that's more of a reason for me to read than dislking a fandom. I'd give it a shot because of that. =^^= ♥

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rkowhore79 May 8 2010, 21:56:06 UTC
thank you so much for reading it! i've been writing off and on here and there, just not getting anything finished! lots of starts and no finishes:( but i'm glad you liked this little piece. great to know that i still have readers!!

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