I'm tired. It's not that i'm sleepy, though. I'm tired of trying. Lately, I feel like i'm trying too hard to please people and have good relationships. I feel like the best friendships i have are those that i don't work at. They just work because we're friends. I hate trying to look for girls, especially. I'm so timid around the ones i don't know. ( Read more... )

Alex and I were just talking about the human (and potentially all life forms) fear of becoming lost in time--a fear of humanity's ultimate insignificance--and I realized that the key to my life lies in conquering that fear. Everything will die. That's inevitable. So rather than get down about that fact, I need learn to love life in the face of that ( Read more... )

Where the fuck is everyone? Is this a dead social outlet? that almost makes me want to use this more.

the only thing better than being alone is being with those you love. i don't know why i cloister myself. i thrive off human interaction, yet i'm also very afraid of it.

I woke up at 5 this morning. that never happens. So what is there to do in Eugene at 5, you ask? I wouldn't know, because I just stayed in my apartment and listened to music. I'm looking forward to getting a waffle at Off the Waffle, though--easily my new favorite place to eat in Eugene. I'm super hungry though... don't know if I can wait. I had ( Read more... )

Holy SHIT! I just saw Drag Me to Hell, and it was fucking radical! Sam Raimi, whether you like him or not, is fucking great at what he does. The movie was funny, had an interesting plot, and was scary as fuck.

P.S. if you ever encounter a gypsy woman with a crazy witch-eye, just be kind to her. It could save you from curses. Also, my dog, Buddy ( ( Read more... )

sad

I've been reading a lot of sci fi and not doing homework. why do I always do shit like this? I think I don't like school, but I also don't want to be
A. a bum
B. a food-service slave
C. live at home, being a food-serving bum.

Careers suck. I just want to read, write, play video games, and play music. I wouldn't mind working if it was something I really ( Read more... )

nuff said

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