cause i'm about to let go...

[rmnsclash]

this has been quite literally one of the hardest weeks of my life. I have been in a constant state of panic over everything: school, home, church, friends. Most of my worries were dumb and of course all were pointless. I have been so mixed up and confused this semester because i've wanted it to end so badly so that I can be done with school, but I'

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[coachandthemrs]

I think I may heart you more than ham...you are a smart, beautiful young lady whom God has great plans to use. I am glad that God has brought to your mind the truths he would have you to know- now hang on tight because I believe you are in for the ride of your life.
-Triple C

[rmnsclash]

i will begin by saying that i plan to ignore that you may only possibly heart me more than ham, i love you very much and thank you for all the kind words

[penpenpenguin]

you are cool and will always be
look how fat this cat is

[aberration_mind]

You are an awesome girl, and it's better not to fret about things. God has a plan for us and we can just try to folow it.

"Sometimes it's hard to keep yourself in good perspective. God controls the hands of time, and when the time is right I'll be perfected."

[zeththedarkmage]

"I surrender all"
i surrender all
to the promises you made
and i will give it all
to the maker of the day

no one knows your heart
and no one knows your fears
when no one solves the mysteries
or even wipes away the tears

can you hear the sound of laughter
from the other side of life?
there are days when i feel like a stranger sometimes
tell me, are there any other fools like me?

this reliance on another world
has a great effect on this world
this conscience of another world
has a great effect on
grace recollection

he doesn't love us 'cause of who we are
he only loves us 'cause of who he is

we all were children once
so will we return
so let those days return
let us all return

[lanxphonehome]

Well, for lack of better words. "I know how you feel." Actually you have no clue how much this one post has helped me. I always thought that i was the only one who worried about those things. I really did. So i took "shelter" in stupid decissions. Physical impurity, lazyness (in every aspect of my life), I think school is the only place where i could do somthing productive. Because everyone there doesnt know me like my friends and family do. But those worries took over, they wouldnt leave. As you said, you have a great group around you to help you. I remember talking with Dale about insanity, (doing something over and over expecting a different outcome) its insane that we try to fix things ourselves. I could say more, i could type forever, but i just wanted to say thank you for posting this. Its helped me.