back in the day

[rnbwfagcarnage]

As I sit here, surrounded by strobe lights and music,I realize that the energy I once felt has gone. I'm not the young boy going to gay clubs and striving to be the center of attention. I'm over it, for lack of a Bette phase. I am almost tired of watching others do it. I am just tired. I feel that I should have respected myself more, and paid more

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[lheage]

I understand what you mean. Going to clubs on Saturday night may be super fun at times, but after a while a more relaxing thing to do is better.
I am very glad that you are happy about your realization, though.