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[road_map_dreams]

once again i cant stop crying.
i need to stop saying the things i say because i feel like i am losing you...and i dont want that....because when i am with you i am happy and i havent seen you in i dont know how many days, i lost count, and i havent been happy.

do you care that i care?

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[derkey]

hey i know i rarely comment and shit but i always read your entries. i see lately you havent been happy. if you wanna talk to someone i'm always on squintshades535 :)

[road_map_dreams]

yeha i havent been happy, im losing everything and i am giving up and i dont want that....i dont wanna lose my bf and i feel like i am, i hope im not....maye if i just shut my mouth like i usually do and not tell people how i feel, and then maybe things would be better?????

[derkey]

i feel like that most of the time. i used to never tell people shit and i always kept it bottled up. but that led to bad things. i still don't tell people shit, but it helps to get it out sometimes. i always keep shit bottled up cause i dont wanna admit it to myself. i try to just tell the people around me how i feel and that i really am trying, yanno? if you feel like you're losing everything, try to gain it back. cause losing = lost. and if you give up you most likely will never get it back. and if you feel like you're losing your boyfriend, you should talk to him more. try to hang out with him and all that. if you guys just talk it might get better. but you should tell people how you feel. keeping it bottled up won't do anything.

i hope i helped :)

[xshefakesasmile]

i know how it goes babe i here for u <3