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[roadgirl]

hey all ! tonight is the night for the nkf charity show ! ^^
you have to dial the number 1900 112 6868 !! donate to those kidney patients cos they need ur help !! u have to !! ^^

and qwen taught me how to do the lj cut tag !! yippie!!!
so i am tryin it !! =)

Comments

[anonymous]

yarh. a backstabber has to be a friend. or at least, pretend to be one. if charmain isn't a friend, (well, at least from charmain's point of view) then classfying her as a backstabber is just a lie to make her sound like a bitch.
you have not been seen as a friend right from the start, so charmain has every right to say anything about you, good or bad. if you call her a backstabber, you just wind up being laughed at, cos you're making things sound so much worse than they actually are.

[roadgirl]

hmm well .. the explaination is all up there .. and i never said she was a bitch so please dont add words into my mouth .
thanku aniwaEzZ ...

[anonymous]

ahh watever u all wanna think. cant stop u all from using ur brains, but keep ur thots to urself, dun keep reminding szehui that someone out there doesnt like her, cos there are pple who still is on her side.. and im sure no matter how nice u r, there is someone out there who dun like u, but noone is that tactless...

hurt is a scar which will never disappear...

[roadgirl]

oh well .. whoever u are .. thank you a lot .. ^^

[roadgirl]

a lot of annoynomous comments here ..
and well .. i didnt want charmain to have my livejournal addy ..
and im sorry guys ..
i may delete this one too ..
but hey .. thank you qwen .. you are so so nice .. really .. thank you ..
and for the annoynomous comment poster ..
she didnt make it clear that she didnt like me .
and she posted on me in mina's gb and still acted like my friend .
if she disliked me she wouldnt have ... nevermind .
i gave up the one i loved for her .
but hey .. who am i to decide ..
charmain i hope u stop readin my journal if ur just gonna give me some flames cos thats not what i want .
and we're now truce . im not talkin to u . ur not talkin to me . i want it that way ..
thank you ..
and thank you for those nice people who have given me so much support.. really .. thank you qwen ... thank you annoynomous(sp!) comment poster ..

and well .. even if u are on charmain's side (the other annoynomous) , its okay .. thank you for voicing ur view and lettin me clear myself . thank you guys .

[roadgirl]

why do you want to delete your journal just because ppl know the addy? or do you want your journal to be free from all the ugly comments? szehui, you must stop running away from the past and face it and learn to overcome it. dun give up trying to change to be a better person. maybe you feel that this is the best you can be and that the ppl around you are too demanding of your character, but oh well... this is merely my opinion. think about it.

er by the way, i was the person who came with the comment abt the wrong usage of the term 'backstabber'. so which 'anonymous' person am i?

[roadgirl]

but ..i dont want them to read my journal ..
i dont want their opinions ..
i want my friends..
i dont want anymore flames ..
ive been strong enuf .
i dont want to be strong anymore ..
i want to relax and not be strong for once .
i want to cry and break down
i miss him
life was never the same after he left .
i dont want to be strong .
i dont want them here.
i want him
i want to cry and hold him again .
they think im some kinda freak but im not
i dont want them here.
i want them and her out .
i want her out .

[pigletskye]

look. i'm not saying these mean things cuz i want to hurt you. i just want to shake you up and make u understand what u did is wrong. i did not say you copied my stuff. and i meant u copied someone else's (not only one)'s stuff. you can stop running away from reality. if you didn't know i didnt like u from the start den don't tell me you didnt understand when i said "u'll never win my trust back". stop making me sound like a bitch. you can get as many pple you wan to side with u but i know what kind of a person you are. i wrote that comment in mina's journal to return her a piece of fairness becuz it just isnt fair to copy stuff. and i wrote that down AFTER i told u u wouldnt get my trust back.
and so, if after i said i disliked u and did those things to u..and that's still backstabbing den i'm really really "sorry".yea it realli breaks my heart tho to realli cut of my friendship with u (if u ever considered our relationship friendship) cuz we did go thru times when we both needed help and we both gave each otehr words of

[roadgirl]

i did but the gary thing had nothing to do with me .
and yes we need a break .
and well i never called u a bitch .
(pple stop addin words)
and enjoy the camp.
and there arent sides here ..
its whats right and wrong .
im not sayin ur wrong but we have different angles of things here .

[roadgirl]

btw i never heard u said u disliked me from urself
i heard it from seto .
ironic huh ?
and i never talked to sarah(ur fren or some other) about u and she doesnt know me . im not even on her livejournal frens list .
so accusations sometimes do come.
and i called u a backstabber cos u never told me straight u didnt like me . if u didnt just tell me . u didnt have to go on and on about me sayin that u borrowed my shirt or somethin cos i wanted to tell u to keep it but i read that entry .

[roadgirl]

and another thing ..
"Don't see how you get almost everyohne almost to believe you.
Maomi is one of them.
You can treasure her..like you once said you'll treasure me.
Wait one day you'll call her a backstabber too.
That's what happens all the time and what happened to me..
Literature students can really put their words realli well..
I'm so so impressed. "

u study literature too .
and dont insult us because we are those that feel more. u study lit too ..
doesnt mean just cos ur angry u can insult the lit students .
im not their representative or something .
so please dont insult them or us for that matter because lit and this are two completely different subjects .

thank you

[anonymous]

one of da annonymous pple is me... >> jamie.

yeap. hope u din get confused..

just dun like commenting with my user name.

hope u r feeling better. ;o)