i had another dream about dana. how frustrating. her dad was in it - im guessing b/c of her post or something. but i was at a church service, and some man sang... and i remember thinking - that's the type of person that i want to be with. someone that it so passionate, so firm in their desires, etc. then i remember being in the back of the ( Read more... )

so i just got home - phx home - and im sitting in the half empty apartment just kinda... spinning. i just talked to katie, as in erika and katie, and it was really hard. erika knew i was coming and wouldn't even see me, she went into starbucks and then left without me knowing -- i never saw her. but later, katie came out and sat with me. her ( Read more... )

i needed to set up the hosting account for this hyper-religious owner of wisdomofprophet.com ( Read more... )

zoe contacted me. after 6 years. a person my heart never let go of her. the last time i remember spending time with her was finding her in the blood covered shower. her memory is forever in me, not only the bad but the good. she was the first person i ever related to openly about the really ugly parts of me. the first person that ever was let ( Read more... )

i hate pricks... and the people that put up with them.

i could NOT believe i opened this Dove candy and saw this...


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putting things into perspective...


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god damn this time of day.

im done being defensive, for a while there i was done being ( Read more... )

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