I was sitting here, I realized that everything I do. It never satisfies me. Things I am so happy with, I realize could be betterm and usually fuck it up more. I can point so much shit out ( Read more... )

I cant seem to get some things off my mind.

but it is double shot tuesday im up to 8 its getitng woozy.

I went to kristins. We had fun, just chilledwith her and adam.

Kinda wanted to come home and get drunk. Theres about 10 shots left as I see it.

Thankyou WMMR for double shot tuesday..

Theres no telling who will show up at your door at 1:30.

Last night was interesting to say the least.

"I don't know john, but your 18 now. YOu have to tell me whats running your life. ITs not you. It might be drugs or something or someone. But I didnt raise you like that."

Got hit with a shocker saturday. I've been thinking alot likely. Been reclaiming alot of my friends I abandoned. I feel like gold agian.

I'm so glad.

Thanks for ratting me out!

I dont know.

Friday - stayed at laurens. Hung out with her dad. Went to get yay. Shoulda robbed the kids, but didnt. Next time haha.

sat- Went home did H, almost did to much.

Seems like car rides, are the place to cry now adays.

"You're hopeless".

But it's all my fault.

Freedom. Atlast.

No long winded entry, it's wensday, I'm free.
Very pleased.

Dear journal. This birthday was fun. I went to get lauren and jess, jess decided she could come bowling with us. I was excited! We had a good time, then it got a little dark in there, and the music fit so well with the company around us. And of course sheeniqa fit in so well! Tehehehe ( Read more... )