i'm tired...i'm just tired. I don't think there are any other words i can use to explain myself. I'm just tired. And as i sit here hurt...you are out with the very same people who i say hurt me. But i guess you all should get along pretty well huh. or is it that you didn't want them to feel you were excluding them? Or you just didn't want them to ( Read more... )

mood | angry ( Read more... )

last night i had and dream and it was the sweetest one i've ever had. I never wanted it to end for in my dream you held me tight and told me everything would be alright. Tears were shed as we both embraced but non the less you held me and i held you....it was one of those dreams that you wish would come true

Baby, do you understand me now ( Read more... )

i just got off the phone with my dad just a little bit ago. I haven't told him the exact situation, but he knows something is up, and he knows that it's my fault. These past few days he kinda just played it off as another one of our moments...but when i kinda broke it down for him on how i was feeling and the actuallity of the matter he was a ( Read more... )

i guess the only thing i can do now is wait. i'm going to keep my distance from him this is all way over my head.

dear you ( Read more... )

Dear you ( Read more... )

a phone call to bring closure ( Read more... )

They say to have loved and lost is better than to have never loved at all, i beg to differ. For if you really loved, and you really lost....the pain would be so unbearable. At least when you have never loved, you know what's missing, but you don't feel it. When you loose your love, exspecially because of choices you made, even if you are not the ( Read more... )