if you read this please tell me if they are actually any good
skrape
you say i'm needed
that i'm unique
you say you love me
i give you what you need
all this promised me
but...
where are you now?
when i need you most
i'm skraping bottom
and you can't be found
i didn't ask for much
someone to beleive in
i let you take your time
with out just reason
i gave you full contol
and you threw me away
i love you the best i could
and you threw me away
you said you'd be there
but...
where are you now?
when i need you most
i'm skraping bottom
and you can't be found
tell me i'm not worth it
that i'm too good
tell me i'm special
but i'm still too new
i give you what you want
but you cannot have
tell me you hurt too much
and i have not the time
tell me i'm turning numb
and wasting your time
tell me i'm special
i still need this
tell me you love me
i still need this
tell me you hate it
you still need this
tell me i'm special
you still need this
let me
help you
skrape
bottom
they call you messiah:
tell them to trust you
that your time has come
lead the masses to the grinder
turn light to dark
tell them their day will come
they will have their chance
to right the wrong
that was never wrong
tell me stories
of war and honor
all is hear is pain and horror
socilist democratic patriotic bitch
your time will come
your time will come
sit there safe and feared
the finger on the pulse is on the trigger
rolling and smothering all your neighbors
holding lies and fat to sink your patriotic anchor
use fear and false hopes to keep control
tell them their safe
let them feed on the fat of the land
show them your peirced hand
they call you savior
they call you liar
they call you messiah
they call you hope
they call you lies
they call you lies
tell me stories
of war and honor
all is hear is pain and horror
socilist democratic patriotic bitch
your time will come
your time will come
they want to trust you
they want you to help them
cast down from your liars chair
visions of hope and despair
tell them your helping
call on their reserves
call on their little lives
call for thier lives
that you give freely
call on their ambition
that you drain secretly
tell your lies
they feed on your hate
they feed on your rage
give them what they need to make you legend
tell me stories
of war and honor
all is hear is pain and horror
socilist democratic patriotic bitch
your time will come
your time will come
how can you live with yourself
how can you tell these lies
how can you steal hope
how can you...
how can you...
tell me stories
of war and honor
all is hear is pain and horror
socilist democratic patriotic bitch
your time will come
your time will come
tell them to trust you
that your time has come
lead the masses to the grinder
turn light to dark
tell them their day will come
they will have their chance
to right the wrong
that was never wrong
i sit blindly
i'm free
yet you confine me
i tried your salvation
sitting and waiting
for something to happen
time passes and we all die
your left to sit and cry
freedom and salvation
take new meaning
hope is all thats left
elaborate stories of coming times
but you can't see through your own lies
this is not this ordinary
this is not a mind fuck
this is not a contradiction
this is not salvation
you say it is all gone
but i have only hope
not even time and misfortune
can take this away
i tried to help you
i tried to care
you pushed me further
then you should dare
soon you'll learn
that it all burns
in the sweet realisization
you know i am right
i got you this far
now save yourself
this is not ordinary
this is not a mind fuck
this is not a contradiction
this is not salvation
you say it is all gone
but i have only hope
not even time and misfortune
can take this away
i'm not here for you to see me
i'm not here for you to help me
i'm here for myself
just like everyone else
you can't see me
you can't help me
you don't even know me
everything you said was a lie
everything that i saw in her
i want to rip out of you
every second i think about it
makes the cut deeper
i didn't make this mess
it is just my job to clean it
this is not this ordinary
this is not a mind fuck
this is not a contradiction
this is not salvation
this time i won't help you
this time no one will save you
this is your cross carry it and cry
this is what you get, you deserve do die
this is not this ordinary
this is not a mind fuck
this is not a contradiction
this is not salvation
you say it is all gone
but i have only hope
not even time and misfortune
can take this away
this is your fate
you cannot fight it
bear the load
just fucking take it
you delt the hand
you played the cards
stand up and be a man
take what you get
a lesson in regret
you:
watching the words die from your lips
makes it complete
sweat gathers on your hips
everyone leaves with the flies
dropping seed to eat whats left
writhing in you own demise
you'll never cry for help
and even if you did
no one could hear you
no one would help you
we bleed:
spinning and fighting
we dance all night
breaking my teeth in
i know its right
eating you alive
takes too much time
saving my grace
is making you mine
flying and singing
we think we're right
covering my eyes
i know the're right
seeing you down
takes too much time
bitting the lines
makes you mine
you bleed
you see
what's left of me
you can
you can't
don't want to be
i am
your not
inside of me
all i see is
how i bleed
calling and watching
we love the sight
soaking my claws
into the night
killing you now
wastes too much time
tasting the red
makes you mine
sitting and waiting
we love to waste
burning my wings
just for the taste
seeing you now
wastes too much time
nothing now
will make you mine
you bleed
you see
what's left of me
you can
you can't
don't want to be
i am
your not
inside of me
all i see is
how i bleed
we sit and play
you laid you eggs
time to heal our wounds
we stood and watched
and burned our clocks
time to heal our wounds
we walked and sung
across our lungs
time to heal our wounds
we ran and stopped
then ate the rocks
time to heal our wounds
foosa:
another night sitting at home
one more night i sleep alone
past the point of no return
point the finger feel the burn
10,000 faces screaming in time
slowly taking whats mine
breaking sanity to set me free
a shell of what i use to be
take my time
you don't deserve it
steal my soul
you don't deserve it
break my heart
you don't deserve it
on my mind
you don't deserve it
you don't deserve me
i'm more than you could be
don't waste my time
i'm just not your kind
past the nights of being alone
all my actions i condone
diid to you worse done to me
all your lies / hypocracy
10,000 fingers pointing at you
act outragous yet so lewd
promise to him and promise to me
just decide which it is you need
preach perfection
yet you can't get it
preach acceptance
and you can't give it
preach resistance
and you don't get it
preach reflection
and you can't see it
you don't deserve me
i'm more than you could be
don't waste my time
i'm just not your kind
sitting with friends you scream alone
you had your chance now cry alone
all your lies washed off of me
longer it is the more i see
you don't care and never did
always taking more than you give
lies compound more lies
bigger it is the louder your cries
time builds and you forget
all we had turned to shit
this is all your fault
this is what you've brought
this gown of death, shroud
james groove
you did this
this is all you're fault
this is you, all your doing
in all your taking and your shame,
you are killing this
take the blame
this is you
this is all your fault
realize what you've done
you don't deserve me
i'm more than you could be
don't waste my time
i'm just not your kind
BURNt
intro into verse eight times
wait 1x
screaming inside
no one can hear you
beating the walls
that can't help you
opening the locks
just to see you
you're burnt
inside me
you're burnt
in my eyes
you're cut
deep inside me
you're lost
in my eyes
you're burnt in me
you don't know me
you can't see me
i won't let you
get away
run now you bitch
i won't let
be free
digging and digging
digging and digging
you can't stop me
you're burnt
inside me
you're burnt
in my eyes
you're cut
deep inside me
you're lost
in my eyes
tapping it back up
you're time is done
wrapping you back up
you're still some fun
wating for next time
you're not the only one
putting you in your box
memories forgotten and time lost
putting you away for good
this is my promise dear
you're burnt
in my eyes
no one will forget you
you're burnt
inside me
no one will forgive you
i think i have more somewhere but i do not know where