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[roaringgirl]

went to a psychiatrist today, who says she wants to see me more, and that i should go to a neurologist and get some personality tests. still no one can tell me what the hell's wrong, but things are looking a little bleak because the doctor asked me if i hear voices and i couldn't honestly say no anymore. ah, for an hour i could see my words hang in

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life is difficult but worth it

[ragingqueer]

it takes time. the world is still open to you and you will do great things, however, in the current state of mind, which is just a state of transition, all of your talents seem like obligations, possibilities are burdens, and hope is clouded in fear. dont worry dear, this too shall pass. i have been in a similar mindset and my only advice is to immerse yourself in whatever revives your passion, and it may not be in the expected places (hell, for me it turned out to be making coffee. i was hoping for writing or charcoal but no such luck.). if you need me call or e-mail.
rick (oh yeah so i just got a livejournal)

life is difficult but worth it

[ragingqueer]

it takes time. the world is still open to you and you will do great things, however, in the current state of mind, which is just a state of transition, all of your talents seem like obligations, possibilities are burdens, and hope is clouded in fear. dont worry dear, this too shall pass. i have been in a similar mindset and my only advice is to immerse yourself in whatever revives your passion (and stops your analytical thought process, bringing you back into the moment), and it may not be in the expected places (hell, for me it turned out to be making coffee. i was hoping for writing or charcoal but no such luck.). if you need me call or e-mail.
rick (oh yeah so i just got a livejournal)

Re: life is difficult but worth it

[roaringgirl]

thanks so much Rick. I find solace in country drives and cigarettes. hope you're well. xox

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[ragingqueer]

ps. in case you didnt get that the first time...
ha. why the hell did it post my comment twice. i wasnt even done typing it. my luck with computers.