certainly, those would be better . but i think sometimes all of that deep self loathing and hate is more chemical than anything.
i think the "ecstasy" and "strong drugs" is not the sound advice for 96% of most people suffering from so-called involuntary celibacy. but if a person is so intensely negative on themselves, with such disastrous lack of self esteem that they are preparing to exact revenge, i would say try the drug thing before murder and suicide become the next step. ., this kid went to a nice school had a dad who co-directed the hunger games, i would suppose that he had access to an entire world of experiences but that accessibility did nothing for him. perhaps a jolt of chemical perspective could have saved 6 lives. perhaps not. this mind spatter was simply drawing vague comparisons between my own struggle with feeling sickly unwanted as a teenager and what specifically helped me, (and hurt me in several other ways intimidatingly)nowadays i dont even drink., do you and jerome go out in the night?