I'm finding it hard to go to bed. Sometimes I find little point in it when I don't sleep, besides. Tonight however is different. I'm finding what is keeping me here is this bitter distian..This unamusing guise. There is something beyond hallow here and it makes me choke. No longer do I believe in your fairytales. Craft them anyway you like, they ( Read more... )

Happy Birthday Mozzer Hope all of your wishes come true

I need to get out. The house is too empty. My footsteps seem to echo in the halls. I don't eat unless Fiona drops by to feed me. Friends are saying I look like hell. Never an easy phrase to hear when one is so foolish and vainIn these days it is a blank sheet of paper that holds the most excitement for me. It holds more promise than the end of a ( Read more... )

I'm going to be very upset if I don't win the BLUR slut award. you can change your votes you know!!

Jude Law is making the awards to be presented.

May I just clairify briefly? I'll admit that I haven't seemed like I'm taking things all in fun, that I am bitter and it all seems directed toward a silly award thing. Please do not think me so shallow as to allow something like that and a bruised ego to cause me to be so down. There is something far deeper. Something that is only coming to light ( Read more... )

I played a game of MASH in order to determine what colour I would paint my Porche. I'm tired of hearing my dearest complain.

You will live in House.
You will drive a red posche.
You will marry Liv Tyler and have 0 kids. (not going to say the other names I listed *shifty eyes*)
You will be a actor in New York. (wow I'm going to be an actor?)

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Step off the plane... step to the concrete, looking around for that familiar face. It's so distant but I almost recognize you. It's the way your hair flows. Does my heart leap when you move closer. Do my eyes start to focus and see? Are you the one I've been waiting for? Is this what was meant to be? Will you greet me with a hug? Did you know I ( Read more... )

I purchased a remane token and my name is now _rob_dick_in_son_

thank you..
that is all.

I believe that Mother's day is a celebration of womanhood and therefore I believe that all woman should be wished a Happy Mother's day. They should be treated to something special and beautiful... Like they are ( Read more... )

I light a match and watch as it burns dangerously close to my fingers. I place it to the rolled paper lighting my euphoria. I breath and drag the smoke into my lungs holding my breath. Nary a sound do I make until it escapes slowly through my nostrils, leaving me it's fix. And it feels so good to escape your own mind. It feels so good to let the ( Read more... )