thank god that dawn didnt get in trouble with her dad and what he was going to talk about was nothing. doesnt lessen how things are though. hopefully i'll be functional by the end of the week. i'm sorry for everything planet earth.

so the talk/lecture is over. and right before i went to post this i read what leslie wrote. dawn is great and wonderful. and yes i'm a fucktard for messing up such a great thing i had going. so anyway. told my mom about substances i had done. she is disappointed with an accident i had with someone. that one was something she wasnt expecting. didnt ( Read more... )

so to try and balance karma i'm going to tell my mom everything about me. i wonder if she will kick me out or just grab the belt. or if she will just throw a punch at me. i hope nothing happens to dawn for letting this fuckup into her life. eye for an eye, right? probly would be better if dawn told my mom everything. cuz then possibly she could get ( Read more... )

i dunno what to say. i have stuff jumbled up inside and dunno how to get it out. i fear that i really screwed over someone that i deeply care about. how? by being dumb and joking around too much without thinking what could happen. i was acting like i didnt care, but i really do. what a guilt trip. well with the new job i'd be at some place ( Read more... )

so yesterday went to potomac mills and got a pair of shoes on sale. found out that the skatepark closed up at the end of the year. got my hair cut. walked around a bit. came home for like an hour. was going to go to the movies with ashley and shandi, but the pacifier was sold out so we went up to manassas mall. we chilled there for a bit then took ( Read more... )

so went into work at dulles and showed russ around and told him where stuff was. jason called me a computer geek because my phone is all fancy and like a pocket computer. clocked out and 4 but chilled there helping out till 448. went to manassas mall to get my check. the area manager had given me a $1 an hour raise. i was like yay just in times for ( Read more... )

i usually dont like people who just post song lyrics, but these were kinda talking to me last night before the cd started skipping. from NIN - Hurt ( Read more... )

so yesterday went with dawn to the dr., then subway and video warehouse. got back to her place and popped a dvd in. she was on her computer messing with her printer and IMing people on her sidekick. about an hour through the movie she said she had to go into work but i could stay and watch the rest of the movie. but i didnt wanna stay there without ( Read more... )

so yesterday the only thing that went to plan was the vector stuff and coming home. bleh. so today ( Read more... )

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