Since I can't sleep.. update.
So if you were to walk in my room anytime in the last.. 4 hours, you'd see me either reading, or watching channel 12 or VH1. However, I really wasn't. I really can't stop thinking about this summer.
There's so much I want to do this summer. I feel "free" since mom and pop didn't freak when I came home... in the morning from a boys house.
I want picnics, and putt-putt. trips to kings island and hueston woods. I just, I feel like I "need" someone to do that stuff with. I sit (or lay in my pretty hammock) and wonder 'who' to take. Then, after 4 hours the thought occurs. Who Cares? I'm so unbelievably young. At least, I feel like I relieze that now. I so just want to enjoy the youth I have left.
heh. speaking of youth I have left.. I'm totally thinking that youth isn't skin deep. You act young... you are young. You're as old as you want to be. (That applies only to people over the age of 15)
While watching Vh1... I've heard almost constantly about Jessica Simpson.. if not also her beau. So I obviously hear about Love. Like, just now, Jess said: There's always going to be flaws, you're going to have to take them, besides, We're in Love. (or something to that extent, thus no quotation marks)
Typing late at night makes me want to be a journalist. All of my English teachers told me I'd fail. They're probably still right, since my vocabulary isn't as lavish as a journalists' should be.
I love that Naughty Girl song by Beyonce. Why can't white girls dance? ok, sorry totally off topic.
It's funny. I feel like I know exactly what I want now. I've kinda known for a little bit.. I'm just not sure I'd want to face the reality of it. At least, from one perspective. So That's kinda what makes me wonder if it's really what I want. So then, I'm back to being confused. Yep, Time is a friend.
Going back to the hanging out with 'someone'... I shouldn't have to choose...? I just want fun. heh. ok I have to put at least a little of the song down.
I don't wanna be your girlfriend
I'm just looking for a real good time alright
Can you guarantee me satisfaction
Need some action-gonna get it tonight!
So I'm telling you boyfriend
That you never met a girl like me before
Not gonna wait a long time
Better make up your mind
It's really better if you really listen to the song.. Josie and the Pussycats - Come on. OH! If anyone really is reading this really long entry. Please don't take offense to the lyrics. I'm just trying to point out that I want to have fun.
I totally wanted to go to work in 6 hours. I doubt it'll happen.
! and an Art Muesum. Gosh. Even if it was one picture. I've fallen madly in love with art. Head over Heels.. kehehe. And Orange. I'm out.
There's so much I want to do this summer. I feel "free" since mom and pop didn't freak when I came home... in the morning from a boys house.
I want picnics, and putt-putt. trips to kings island and hueston woods. I just, I feel like I "need" someone to do that stuff with. I sit (or lay in my pretty hammock) and wonder 'who' to take. Then, after 4 hours the thought occurs. Who Cares? I'm so unbelievably young. At least, I feel like I relieze that now. I so just want to enjoy the youth I have left.
heh. speaking of youth I have left.. I'm totally thinking that youth isn't skin deep. You act young... you are young. You're as old as you want to be. (That applies only to people over the age of 15)
While watching Vh1... I've heard almost constantly about Jessica Simpson.. if not also her beau. So I obviously hear about Love. Like, just now, Jess said: There's always going to be flaws, you're going to have to take them, besides, We're in Love. (or something to that extent, thus no quotation marks)
Typing late at night makes me want to be a journalist. All of my English teachers told me I'd fail. They're probably still right, since my vocabulary isn't as lavish as a journalists' should be.
I love that Naughty Girl song by Beyonce. Why can't white girls dance? ok, sorry totally off topic.
It's funny. I feel like I know exactly what I want now. I've kinda known for a little bit.. I'm just not sure I'd want to face the reality of it. At least, from one perspective. So That's kinda what makes me wonder if it's really what I want. So then, I'm back to being confused. Yep, Time is a friend.
Going back to the hanging out with 'someone'... I shouldn't have to choose...? I just want fun. heh. ok I have to put at least a little of the song down.
I don't wanna be your girlfriend
I'm just looking for a real good time alright
Can you guarantee me satisfaction
Need some action-gonna get it tonight!
So I'm telling you boyfriend
That you never met a girl like me before
Not gonna wait a long time
Better make up your mind
It's really better if you really listen to the song.. Josie and the Pussycats - Come on. OH! If anyone really is reading this really long entry. Please don't take offense to the lyrics. I'm just trying to point out that I want to have fun.
I totally wanted to go to work in 6 hours. I doubt it'll happen.
! and an Art Muesum. Gosh. Even if it was one picture. I've fallen madly in love with art. Head over Heels.. kehehe. And Orange. I'm out.