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[robert__smith69]

god i'm bored

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i forgave you.

[anonymous]

stephen, if i call you. tonight; will you talk to me? i mean reallly talk to me? i'd love it if you'd explain yourself to me a little bit. i won't ask anyhting that's not my place to. just, please. talk to me.

xo.fran-e.

i hope you knoe.

[i_i_i_loveyoo]

i hope that you knoe, you keep me up at night. thinking. about you. about the old us, about the us now, or lack there of. and i realize i should be satisfied with what we do have. i love it, i really do. i love when we talk, when i hear from you. i love thet you are not in love with me and can see my flaws and say them to me openly. you are the only person in the world that does that. i really appreciate it. i love that you will tell me i'm being stupid, or i'm making mistakes over adn over again. and you won't encourage me if there is a possiblity it won't work out for the best. and i was in disbelief when i you told me you still have thoughts of us...alone us. i thought you thought i was a diseae. adn i knoe in the circumstance i should feel a little guilty, but is it okay if thet made me feel good. adn i'm sorry that i hurt you, but i am more sorry i didn't hurt you enough. what you did to me, for me. was well deserved. was what i needed...and, i think it made me better. even though, no doubt about it, you have all your ducks in a

Re: i hope you knoe.

[i_i_i_loveyoo]

and i hope i haven't lost you thorugh all of this. because i think you're brilliant. do you watch me? my movements, the way i talk? can you tell me about me sometime. enlighten me. you have all the right to try and fix me. now i'm going blank. maybe that was wrong. gah. we're not finished. talk, if you can. when you can. because i'm left with too many questions. i wonder if my phone is ringing upstairs. i just thought of thet. i doubt you called. you're better than thet...you sleep at night. i may have developed insomnia. i don't knoe if you knew thet. but whatever. every night...before i actually fall asleep. it has nevver failed. "dear God, please bless stephen tonight. help him find himself in you. walk with you. talk like you." no lie. maybe not the exact words. but the "please bless stephen" never fails. i care about how you are kid. i do. but we can't have thet kind of friendship. i'm not going to quit caring...not at all. but i have to let the idea go. ii'm sorry i pressure you, if i do. or make you angry. or anything

Re: i hope you knoe.

[robert__smith69]

it seems to me that your the only one who comments on this anymore.

...i'm sorry.

[i_i_i_loveyoo]

is thet so bad?