each day i awake
four green walls around my head
sweet sky that wakes me

The city has cradled me in its big giant motherly arms and has rocked me into a gentle sleep.

I have so much hope balled up inside me it's leaving nicotine stains on my soul.

so much behind
so much in front.

right now...

i am still able to breath.

So I'm going Today to apply. When I was finally able to go last night, it was too late and I wanted to go earlier in the day ( Read more... )

not so early mornings. Convening around the sofa, music of the past. cigarettes burning end to end ( Read more... )

I'm getting my hairs cut today. Starting the job hunt tomorrow ( Read more... )

update promised tonight.. if you were wondering if i was alive or not.

I'm passing out candies for the youngin's today at work.

I'm tired.

I'm broke

but i'm getting better. slowly, with lots of struggles.

Where has the hope gone ( Read more... )

The end of my day turned out fine and stress free ( Read more... )