so confused

[robgirl83]

i hate this about myself. i hate that i am so insecure and confused when it comes to guys. it happens time and time again. when i start seeing a guy i have my guard up real tight. i try to keep things really light between us but eventually i start to really like the guy and want more then just hanging on the weekends. i want a real relationship,

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[bug68]

you know sweety, thats the shitty part about committment and relationships, theyre all a gamble and sometimes it seems like you keep getting burned, but thats part of the gamble. Thats why ive taken such a long break away from relationships because i was tired of trusting and losing out...So i understand very much were youre coming from. If you wanna talk later, come by ok? love you, later