Well....it hasn't been that long since I last wrote, but there's so much I gotta say ( Read more... )

420 was awesome. I saw so many people that I hadn't talked to in a long time...it was nice catching up. I have to admit- by the end of the night I actually smoked myself stupid. I had my girls go park my car for me while I slowly crept to my room. Only thing we didn't end up doing last night was hangin with Mikian. I dunno...I talked with him a few ( Read more... )

Yesterday was un-eventful. Aside from John calling me and telling me that he's still mad about what I said and how I acted (which I still don't get)...and that he wishes it would have worked out longer, but I'm an un-caring ass. I think what he wants to hear from me is: "I'm so sorry for how I acted...I'd love to be in a LTR with you till the end ( Read more... )

No one ever enjoys listening to someone wallow in their own self-pity, but I guess since this is 'my' journal, I can do and say whatever I want ( Read more... )

Why am I awake??? It's fuckin 10am and I'm already awake.....and still drunk too. Last night started off slow and just got better and better. I finally saw a side of the boys I hadn't seen before- intoxication....:-) I drank a lot, but I made sure I didn't go overboard (like usual)...that always gets me into trouble. So, like all the other times ( Read more... )

I can't believe it's already Wednesday... Yesterday was so stressful. I was up half the night (Monday) working on a paper that I didn't finish, so I woke up at 5am the next morning to work on it. Fucking 10 pages... So yea- took care of that by my 9:30 class, then had the hardest freakin midterm ever at 11:30. African History- we're given a blank ( Read more... )

Yea yea...life is good and all that shit ( Read more... )

Here's another one of those times where I'm wondering how 'open' is 'too open' on here, yet I'm finding this whole journal thing to be really therapeutic right now. Last night and today were freakin awesome. Yesterday was crazy all throughout- I seized the opportunity to attend the Fashion Walk last night- tryin to show support to my new 'family'. ( Read more... )

Drunk...again....as usual...does wanting to have fun make you an alcoholic? I freakin hope not. Today was awesome- I went with my good friend Lizzie to be moral support while she got her tongue pierced ~ didn't hurt her much, but scared the shit out of me... Then a bunch of us went over to 'the boy's' house for a 'mini' party in Kirkland. Americans ( Read more... )