too much damn beer this weekend, and i've got five days to buckledown and de-tox before i do it all over again.

(now that you're 21; fuck all 'til 22)

so practice today is ka-putt (no one can identify a personal weekly schedual this time of year). little sister has blown me off this afternoon to spend time in her books (and hopefully not with her "ex" that i discovered yesterday is still playing an integral role in her existance.) i talked to an ex today...she'll be meeting me for coffee before ( Read more... )

im in this nightmare phase of my life where waking up before 11:30am is just as impossible as falling asleep before 2:30am . sometimes i look real close at houseplants and try to spot new growth. sometimes i bond with the dog.
this has to stop before i begin new chapters in boredom.

the volvo gets an oil change today. she's made it to 270,000 miles. also i went and applied for a job today for the first time in weeks. (so shoot me) the position is part time over at east coast music mall. they need a used gear e-bay boy to photograph and post thier shit. we'll see how this goes ( Read more... )

...merely a continuation due to lack of sleeping ( Read more... )

tell me something will develop. give me a love i can fight for with a sword. maybe just a gut-spilling phone call. wake me up with a ring in the dead of night and be scared, sorry, drunk, anything! if this girl knew the weight of my heart when her voice hit the reciever than im sure she would forever refrain from calling. it's not that im unfit to ( Read more... )

kanthal called kyle today. which by my estimations (assuming that my application/ resume isn't shit) i should be getting a call by at least this week. the band finished another recording today about a certain volvo wagon that is over due for some suspension pampering and a tank of gas this weekend. go figure that an ex's sibling comes through for ( Read more... )

only yesterday i said to myself. the things i do aren't good for my health ( Read more... )

i will kiss the devil on his tounge ( Read more... )

another day where the amount acomplished can be counted on a single hand that stinks of everything i've eaten and smoked today. another viewing of 'trainspoting' has got me thinking about shaving my head again but not so much shooting junk ( Read more... )