i think this journal is enough proof to show that i have major commitment issues. i wish i didnt have to wait until the very last minute to do everything. everyone tells me that i "need commitment." nothing seems worthy of it though ( Read more... )

heres lookin at you kid ( Read more... )

this weekend wasnt very exciting. jay, justin and i helped jimmy clean last night. the week wasnt that great either. i dont like how i let everything that i have to do build up until the very last minute. it makes life so much more stressfull. Worrying about all the school work i have to do takes my mind off how lame my life is. so i guess its a ( Read more... )

hmmmm.

thanksgiving was nice, but break is always so lame. my family can be so silly. everyone elses family is just as goofy, so no one has to worry about their family being wierder. thats comforting.

i wish i had a super cool documentary of everything funny that has happened to me. because, that would rock.

its been a long day. i didnt even do

Name Four Bad Habits You Have ( Read more... )

wierdest night i have ever had. i dont even know what is happening right now. its still early and i want to shoot myself. oh wow.

ahhhh haa

you cant handle this

wha'

wow...so i got a job, and i didnt have to do shit to get it and i dont have to do shit when im working. i get to watch movies all day

abby just called her boss and i walked in and started to work. then he left. he left me all alone on my first day. whats the deal with that man?

damn. im bored.

school is so lame, it brings me down.

im sitting in the computer lab right now. absolutely nothing is going on. joe just walked in, it is both of our first time in the new lab...its a party.

bahhh have to go back to class.

bahhhh have to do work tonight

im getting my senior pictures in a few hours

mondays are always so crappy. this week must be productive. it must. i decided that im going to try to not swear as much, because it is soooo un-lady like. ha, sure.

he told me i smelled like candy. sweeet.

"you're going down, forever unknown"

i didnt die. thank god. i finally left the house after four days. back to school tomarrow. i have so much work to do, and not nearly enough motivation to actully do it ( Read more... )