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Oct 03, 2004 23:21

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Dude photodream October 5 2004, 12:47:38 UTC
Hey man Im sorry I couldnt be there for all the dramatic meltdown of yours. You know I care alex I call you as much as i get a chance to to see how your doing and what not. Granted its always from a different state, or im doing something not navy but you know. Anyway you know you can call me anytime you need. Ill call you back In fact im always looking for an excuse to call my Number one Mong J/K. you can just talk to me and we can shoot the bullshit like we always do. As for the alone problem. Um.. I cant really do anything about that. but what about those new collage parties you go to. there has got to be some hopefuls there right. well im out alex. if you need to call go ahead. my nigga. peace.

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josephenecat October 6 2004, 10:56:08 UTC
I thought I made it pretty obvious that I care about you this weekend ;) but I guess my caring wasn't appreciated(you know Im fucking with you). Why the hell didnt you say anything when we were hanging out?? And I somehow am getting the feeling that this is somehow linked to my visit..but I could be wrong. Im sorry you feel the way you do, I loved hanging out with you this weekend, I wish I could have helped.

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robotadversary October 6 2004, 12:48:12 UTC
Actually, it had nothing to do with your visit. I had an awesome time with you :P. I wasn't even really feeling this way until the night I posted, so all you people I hung with over the weekend, don't think it had anything to do with you. There wasnt any specific event that triggered this, I just was sort of frustrated at alot of pent-up shit and needed to let it out.

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Not that you will listen. macdaddytatsu October 7 2004, 16:22:43 UTC
Noone else can make you happy. In the end not even you can make you happy. There is a point where you have to stop seeking happiness and start seeking goals. The goals arent about happiness, they are about making the time that you have here mean something. Happiness, sadness it all is fleeting in this life. You have to know that you are doing something for yourself or others or what was the time you spent here for? There is a lot of philosophic BS that I could hurl at you, but at the end of the day there is nothing more important to a person than being needed. Nothing is more gratifying. You can try to deny that, but you are lying to yourself if you do. There are people that need you. I can guarantee that there are. When you feel that you need yourself, then the hole goes away. You have to feel youre worth it. All I got. Praying for the turn around.

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