i'm pretty sure my body is actually falling apart ( Read more... )

can't even articulate anything right now.
except "fuck"
upset.
call me?

Mixing drinks is not good ( Read more... )

fuck off fuck off fuck off fuck off fuck off ( Read more... )

I walked home last night in jon's slippers... and left my shoes there ( Read more... )

drunk drunk drunkd runk drunk drunk!
Alcoholism in all the ebst ways!
barely made it gome tongiht!
iu win !
at life!
ytayaya!!
yay!
i fucking lose., huge.

Shaking voices ( Read more... )

wow... i feel like i've gotten a lot older in the past two days... i'm tired ( Read more... )

if you're in toronto come out to the show tomorrow night at XPACE (303 augusta) i will be re-uniting with THE JESSICA VILLAIN for a show and it will be cool because i play guitar.

in other news: i lose at life.

Today i was actually feeling good too... this fucking sucks.
i don't even really like 30 seconds to mars... what the fuck?

i ama drunken piece of shit.
and i want out
i've taken up smoking again
i talked to her today
i lose.
exponentially.
cant see the forest for the trees
but that's oaky... because id cut them down if i knew i could make bridges out of them