i have an exam in twelve hours ( Read more... )

new low; drinking alone and listening to sad songs.. what the fuck am i... an angsty teen?
christ.... well shit.
i learned how to lay "nights like these" by lucero.

always a drink ahead of the past!
ha ha!

...all i've wanted for the past two days is just to have someone here to watch movies and sit on the couch and be warm with and snuggle.
I am freezing cold.

Tonight's been kind of messed up... and i'm checking my mail and i get this message that says:
Hey , I listened to your cd and read the lyrics over again a few days ago . Its intense to say ( Read more... )

You are Green LanternGreen Lantern 75%Spider-Man 75%Superman 75%Iron Man 65%Robin 53%The Flash 50%Hulk 45%Catwoman 45%Supergirl 43%Wonder Woman 38%Batman 35%Hot-headed. You have strong
will power and a good imagination.

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I realized something crazy tonight. I realized unconditional love ( Read more... )

more words i couldnt say.. but i did talk to her tonight ( Read more... )

Like in the televison shows when the character goes"it couldn't possibly get any worse" and then it starts raining ( Read more... )

There are some times when the only thing that comes to mind for hours on end is: "I no longer have any idea who i am, and i feel like the ghost of a complete stranger"

Recentely i have begun to doubt that the things I do, and have done for quite some time are not the right or good things i always thought they were ( Read more... )

i miss holding her ( Read more... )

I just found what miss Abbie sent me the day after she saw me smoking to encourage me to stop smoking a couple years ago.
I haven't seen her in honestly forever.

There are things I would never say. The innermost of regrets, the most joyous of secret moments and those epochs I hold darling to only myself. Perchance for seconds I feel obliged to ( Read more... )