Taste of Chaos is today. I wish I was going *sob*

I really am a loser. I love every second of it.

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ONE MONTH UNTIL MY BDAY! WHACHACHAAA! I have the coolest screename.. roboticvice.. hahahahaa

I felt pretty today. It was odd. I woke up feeling pretty.

I hate how I am sometimes. I have these terrible endless nightmares about all sorts of horrid things. Then I wake up feeling the greatest feeling of solitude known to man. I wake up alone, I go to sleep alone. I rarely speak to my father. I have trouble connecting and trusting people. I dont even think I trust my own dad. I feel so unattached to ( Read more... )

Poor Jenny! Her boyfriend just up and left last night. Poor poor girl.. I feel so bad for her. What else? Im so in love with my darling. Everyone cat called him today when they saw us walking together... ^____^;;

I cant even tell anymore. Im just numbed over. Everything that happens seems so far away. I have everything I want, and yet Im not the happiest person alive. This feeling is so strange and painful. I wont let anyone get near me anymore.

I have a fucking livejournal..