all week i was tired and pukeishh, and also worried that this past weekend would not live up to the loads of fun i had the previous weekend. and it didnt, but i still had a grand time. on thursday i went gallavanting in the village with anna, and later went to a suprise birthday party for a girl who i did not knows boyfriend who i also did not know ( Read more... )

i really wish i wassnt too drunk to post a coherenet entry. i had the bbest time tonight. all i want to do now is become a gogo dancer and be drunk all the time and where rediculously skimpy clothing. but im pretty sure thats an unlikely fate for me. unless no one knows. hahah

i hope the next few months hold great fun. im so excited for my

everything is better. even better than before everything went to shit. theres no tension between me and my roomates. i have way more money than ive ever haad in my life and more of it is on its way. i am going to start teaching painting lesssons for 2 hours once a week for 40 bucks. and 2 more of my necklaces sold at the store totaling a 100 bucks ( Read more... )

looooonnnggg sigh of relief. back to real life...

i wrote this email because i really just couldnt wait any longer. i mean its been a week without a call or any email or anything. how can he expect me not to wonder what the fuck is going on. i just cant accurately evaluate our situation ( Read more... )

usually, on days that i have nthing to do i a)smoke some pot b)watch t.v c)check my email every 5 seconds only to find that i hav not recieved any mail withing the past five seconds ( Read more... )

i feel like crying. i have a mere 60 fucking dollars in my bank account, a cold cup of coffee, exaughstion, one birth control pill left, a confused, disfunctional menstrual cycle, and a lot of new clothes that i got for free. i just want to eat lots of mint chocolate cookie ben jerrys, and hold someones hand that i love sincerlely. i want to get ( Read more... )

fuckkkkkk. im retarted. not true...im just so may things that i dont know what i am.. first and formost im tired, but im really giddy/smiley/happy, for obvious reasons. but i dont know if im happy, it doesnt feel like it, but theres no other explanation for my behaavior. i got accepted to purchase and am slowly but surely on my way out of this ( Read more... )

oh fuck ( Read more... )

isnt it fucking absurddly rediculous that when you think youre life cant get much worse you hook up with a gorgeous boy...

i dont know if god is playing a jedi mind trick on me.