You always find a way to calm me down
You always find a way to calm me down
Rob Pov
Fuck them all!Always paparazzis..sometimes I wish I could be invisible,but what the hell?Let’s face it,that’s never gone happen.I was finally done shooting “Bel Ami”,well actually,the movie was done in Budapest but I had to do a little more things in London.And now I was making my way to the set of “Eclipse”for some reshooting of the tent scene.
I haven’t seen Kris for 1 week and I already missed her,even she came for her birthday in Budapest and stayed 2 days more with me in London and we had the opportunity to visit my family.But was there possible to love this girl more?For me ,yes it was.I loved her more than my life since the first time I met her .
Nick left me at the set and I made my way to the make up trailer where I changed in “Edward”clothes while Matt was making the vampire make up.
“Kristen is with Taylor and David outside ,waiting for you”Matt said
“Okay.Thanks Matt”
“Anytime handsome”I get out from there as fast as I could and I made my way to where Kris was talking with the staff and Taylor.I hugged her from the back and I placed her a kiss on the check.
”Hey”I wishpered and she turn around to look at me placing her hands on the back of my neck.
“Hello there,Mr Handsome”
“Not you too” she laughed ‘cause she knew that Matt was saying that to me everytime and she came closer to my lips and kissed me.
“Ow finally,Rob you’re here”I heard David saying
“Yes”
“Then let’s start this.You know what to do ,right?”
“I have those bloody lines in my head”David laughed along with Taylor
“Then you can go on the tent ,the 3 of you,and I ‘ll be right there in a minute,I have to talk with the guys”
While Kris was staying on the sleep bag with Taylor beside her the 3 of us waiting for David to come I felt like I was going to cry.Kris and Taylor were talking how to make the scene look more real…for God sake’s,wasn’t enough?Don’t get me wrong,Taylor was a good buddy ,he was like my little brother,actually for the whole cast he was like that but seeing him hugging Kristen like that I felt a moment of jealousy .I remembered when she was with Michael ,that I was feeling the same way.
I started to breath heavy,feeling the need of fresh air and I saw Kris looking at me surprised.
“Are you okay?”I heard her asking me but I wasn’t able to answer her I just stood there looking at her.
“Are you guys ready?”David said and he saw me like that.”Rob?Is everything okay?”I looked at him and I saw that the 3 of them were looking at me waiting for me to say something.
“What’s wrong with him?”David asked Kristen
“I donno know.He’s just standing there “
“Fuck!Fuck all this”I said and they were looking at me”I need to be fucking alone”
“Rob,calm down”David said
“David just let me alone”I said.I knew that I was acting like completely asshole but the memories came into my head and that was something I couldn’t handle”I get out form the tent and I saw that the stuff was looking at me like I was a completely crazy.I started walking into the nowhere when I heard Kris coming after me
“Rob…”she tried to catch my hand but I didn’t let her”Heii…baby…baby come here”she catch me by my shoulder and made me look at her her hands on my face
“I’m sorry”I said with my head down ,not looking at her
“What’s wrong?”she said lifting my head up to look at me
“I acted like a asshole right there.I’m really sorry”
“I asked you what’s wrong,I don’t want to hear you saying you’re sorry.I want to know what’s wrong with you”she caressed my hair
“I don’t know,I just…I saw you with Taylor how he was holding you and…”she interrupted me
“Don’t tell me your jealous because of Taylor”she said surprised
“No,it’s not that,but..”I paused a second”Of the sudden memories came into my head when…when you were with Michael and..”
“Hold on.Since when Michael is part of our desscusion?”
“I remembered when you were with him and he was all holding you and kissing you in front of me and I felt like I was going to loose you”I let my head down and she hugged me
“Rob…God …no”she hugged me strongly”Baby,I’m here now and I’ll always be here”
“I’m scared of loosing you”I whispered and she looked at me
“I’m yours and you know it.I’ll always be yours”I kissed her strongly with fierce ,scared that someone could take her away from me ,but she made the kiss slower with love and she looked at me.
“I’m here “she said and I knew that she was right
“I love you”I said
“I love you too”and I hugged her.She always knew how to calm me down and I was grateful to God for gave me this woman