Today was a very bittersweet day. Since it was a Friday before a holiday, a lot of people took today off or went home early from work. My phone was fairly quiet and so was my email box, so I was able to catch up a little. I was intent on leaving at 1:30 but instead left at 12:30 since barely anyone was there. Doug had already left, so there wasn't ( Read more... )

I believe today marks a year that I've been doing this LJ thing. I know I started it a few days into July of last year. I honestly didn't think I would keep up with it for this long, but I have. It's actually helped me get some things out since I'm much better at writing my feelings than actually talking about them in person. But somethings are ( Read more... )

Damn what the hell is going on? I woke up feeling fine this morning and I get into work and all of a sudden my stomach is doing flips. I know it's not seeing the Red Sox get swept by the Yankees, as pissed off as I am by that. But I'm going to keep my comments to myself because the season isn't even half over and I'm not the type of person to flap ( Read more... )

Going into work today was really strange since I knew Mike wouldn't be coming back and seeing his desk totally bare. Even though tomorrow is Doug's last day, his desk is basically stripped bare as well. It feel so wierd and strange. Whenever Bob is gone, I'm all alone. At least when I was with CBRE, I had Bea next to me and the call center not too ( Read more... )

Finally the month of June is over. It felt like June dragged on forever. Maybe because it had almost 5 weeks in the month. The days went by fast, but for some reason the month seemed to drag ( Read more... )

After not having the best of weekends, with everything that happened, I was hoping the start of the new week would go better. But when I woke up yesterday, I started to have this wierd feeling. I thought it was just nerves, from something else that I knew was going to happen during the day. But I should have known better. When Mike got into work, ( Read more... )

Song - I Don't Know
Band - Mesh STL
Album - Lowercase

Lyrics:

I don't know (2x)

Soul searching for the things I never realize
Everything has been so strange up to these lies
Just keep saying everything I want to hear (want to hear)Is this the face that you wanted to see ( Read more... )

Considering everything that has happened in the past few days and weeks, yesterday was supposed to be another baseball game. We were scheduled to have almost 20 people attend, but with everything that happened yesterday, the roster got trimmed, which is totally understandable and quite frankly I didn't care less. My mind was else where, but I ( Read more... )

A few months ago, I had a feeling of uncertainty that wouldn’t go away. I had a sense that some major changes were going to happen. It’s almost like a “spider sense” so to speak. Well unfortunately, my instincts were correct and I wish they weren’t. First CBRE loses the Fleet contract, then I begin with Trammell Crow, then people lose their jobs ( Read more... )

Song - Bound for the Floor
Band - Local H
Album - As Good as Dead

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Lyrics:Born to be down ( Read more... )