I hadn't really realized all this, until it was written out in front of my face..

Excerpt from my mom's email to school counselor:
I know she's stretched very thin right now: she added that Psych class to her already full schedule this quarter, on top of her two nights a week martial arts classes, plus she's now assistant teaching in the lower ( Read more... )

So. No more computer tonight, I guess. I'll have tomorrow afternoon in yearbook, probably. Unless we have workkk...which would suck. All these rules, I can barely keep them all straight ( Read more... )

( Friday/Saturday )

I honestly do not remember what we did on Friday. Can anyone help me out ( Read more... )

I think somehow, I expected more. I'm not used to being the underdog. And for all the wrong reasons. Well, mostly wrong reasons. Or are they wrong? What's the consensus concerning societal morality versus personal morality? What's right, what's wrong, when the two oppose each other? Naturally, the idealistic answer is that our personal morals ( Read more... )

lots of new rules. the only one i'm broken up about is the one that says i can't use the computer during the week, except for school purposes and when they allow me 30 minutes every wednesday night ( Read more... )

OK. so. having "the talk" any minute now. About what they're taking away for me because I'm so bad, what I'm going to have to do to make it up to them because I've hurt them deeply with my performance, how long I'm going to be grounded for, why this and why that and how could I and why would I and all that nonsense.

Not like I don't beat myself up ( Read more... )

I really don't know what I would do without you guys. And I don't think there's any other way to explain why I'm crying so hard than what I just said to Julio:

RLF1987: i just
RLF1987: this is
RLF1987: a new feeling for me.
RLF1987: for once,
RLF1987: i actually FEEL loved.
RLF1987: which is completely different than knowing i'm loved ( Read more... )

This is my brief update for the day... I'll have a longer one later on tonight probably ( Read more... )

AusKoshBigOsh: you're so intriguing in this fucked up way

I love it.

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Ori: whoa its 11:25!
Me: you know
Me: i might actually care, if
Me: i didn't have an assembly 2nd period
Me: a sub and a movie 4th period
Me: and no work in yearbook.
Ori: hahaha
Ori: thats awesome
Me: word