so today i was sitting here listening to music and i started crying...like breaking down...it was bad.i dont even know how to handle the situation anymore...i want to be josh's friend still but i think hes done with me for forever. its gonna be hard. he was a good friend. marc and i were talking about my potential prom dates...and so far he's ( Read more... )

i feel really horrible for the way i treated him and how selfish i have been.

so today was interesting....went graduation party stuff shopping with the parentals...that was alright and then they took me to lunch at parassans...delicious and i still have some that i can eat for breakfast...YES! and then came home sat around for a little bit charlotte and coby came over to print out tshirt things for our senior field day stuff ( Read more... )

a freshman boy from garfield high school died last night....i'm worried i hope to God everyone is okay and coping well ( Read more... )

so today was interesting. school was lame....it put me in a terrible mood. although 2nd period was hilarious walking around the school in search of mr. vaught's fan with mike. then we got the wrong one and had to go back and try again. then after school i came home and slept for like 10 minutes then got up and hung out for a little bit. then i went ( Read more... )

so this weekend i've been thinking a lot about my recent love triangle situation whatever. and pretty much for the next 5 months boys are going to be for fun nothing more. i am getting thrown around like a play toy and i dont know what to do...so i am going to do the only thing i know what to do and quit. not care anymore. he has to mean nothing to ( Read more... )

first job: KBToys ( Read more... )

wow...all i can say....last night was so much fun! the show at arabica was awesome until the electricity went out?...for no reason! so aurora and the surrounding area was out of electricity for a while....so northcoast and kristen had to tear down in the dark it was rough...then kristen called denny's to make sure they had power so we definitely ( Read more... )

X the things that you have done before, and repost ( Read more... )

soo i'm now officially ungrounded...so that means a play a kristen rini/northcoast show and maybe tennis/lunch with k rini...umm no school monday and i'm not busy sunday so lets make some plans....umm things have been going decently well...i'm still afraid of a few things...i cried last night when i was watching a cinderella story because i wish i ( Read more... )