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capital letters like capital cities. large and useless.
the lights of foreign cities glimer like stars in the sky.
tempting.
calling.
tiny diamonds glimmering on the surface of my retiners.
will it be as fantastic as in my mind,
where i am free
and in love.
with you.
with me.
with life in general
will i find all that i lust after.
i long for.
i crave.
sometimes i think staying home in my room would ( Read more... ) -
goodbye ıs the hardest to say...
lying on the bed from 1 tıll 8.
cryıng lıke somebody died.
ı saıd goodbye to a part of myself
that ı hadn`t known exısted.
thankyou for showıng me the beauty of lıfe.
for fındıng the beauty ın me.
ı promıse ıll see you agaın soon... -
sometimes...
Sometimes I don’t even feel worth it
Like im not much to nobody
So I cling to the little things
That make the world seem good
The sweet flower you picked me
Or the kiss on my cheek
The things that make the world seem less daunting
Less terrifying
Less alone…
But ill never not be alone will i… -
(Untitled)
i went outside today
and whispered goodbye to the summer
welcoming the winter back again
i have never felt more alive! -
the begining of the end...?
i dont believe ive ever felt this pain before...
a sad sick longing for what once was,
a despirate need to be number one,
and the relentless ache of my heart as it realises that its desires are out of the realm of possibility...
and i truely believe i will never again feel this kind of love for anyone.
he was the one. -
conquer me
Conquer me ( Read more... ) -
tired of watching you dance, wishing to be dancing with you...
she sat at the bar, staring out into the crowd, at a boy on the dancefloor who was grinding in time to the beat of the music with a girl in his arms ( Read more... ) -
and the tears return...
I’m not a selfish person. I swear. It’s just sometimes. Sometimes I’d prefer just us you know. Just you and me. It’s not that I don’t like her. She’s one of my best friends. It’s just. Some things I don’t like to share with anyone but you. Sometimes all I want is you. And to spend time with you alone. I guess it stems from the unbreakable, ( Read more... )