I am so incredibly mad!!! I though I could write an entry saying why but I don't think I can right now...

Something is not right...I have the feeling that something really bad is going to happen...

So I went to the doctor today for my knee injury. The one that happened on the band trip to Florida. I found out that I have some kind of disease in my knee that makes my knee cap curve when I straighten it instead of it going straight like it is suppose to. I also found out that I have fluid underneath my knee and my knee cap is really loose. So ( Read more... )

What am I suppose to do now???

Somethings wrong but I can't tell what...

I feel like I'm standing still and the rest of the world just keeps moving along...

When will it end???

On the verge of a complete breakdown...

So I figured since it has been over a month it should probably be time that I update this one again. Not a whole lot has happened since then. I have been working close to 12 hour days every day and it is finally catching up to me. I've just been sooo tired lately. Tomorrow is going to be another long day too. I bought a car a last week which makes ( Read more... )

Why does he still have the ability to make me feel this way? Why do I still let him get to me like this?

I think I just made a mistake...