(no subject)
[my name is]: Ruth
[in the morning i am]: useless without vitamin C
[love is]: meant for beauty queens and high school girls with clear-skinned smiles who married young and then retird (Janis Ian <3)
[i dream about]: self-fulfilment
-W I T H .T H E. O P P O S I T E. S E X-
[what do you notice first?]: eyes and hair
[last person u slow danced with]: Haha! Erm, there was that one time with Julia to NIN's 'Animal'...
-W H O-
[do you have a crush on?] : people who I shouldn't ;-)
[easiest to talk to]: depends what about ;-)
-H A V E .Y O U .E V E R-
[fallen for your best friend]: not yet
-W H O .W A S .T H E .L A S T. P E R S O N-
[you talked to on the phone]: Mum
[hugged]: Mum (the men in our family aren't very touchy-feely
[you instant messaged]: Give up. Last person I texted was Alwyn.
[you laughed with]: Simon
-D O .Y O U / / A R E .Y O U-
[could you live without the computer?]: I'm slowly weaning myself off the internet, but I can't do without the computer
[what's your favourite food?]: chinese
[what's your favourite fruit?]: Fresh pineapple, bananas, cherries, orangey things, small sweet apples
[what hurts the most? physical pain or emotional pain?]: Emotional pain, most def. Physical pain generally heals.
[trust others way too easily?]: Used to. Now I don't trust anyone. I've yet to find that happy medium.
-N U M B E R-
[of times i have had my heart broken? ]: Once.
[of hearts i have broken?] : Maybe two? I'm not sure. Not really something you ask!
[of boys i have kissed?] : Maybe half a dozen? I'm not the kind of girl who pulls every night.
[of girls i have kissed?] : Nada
[of tight friends?] : Bit personal, innit? hehe
[of cd's that i own?] : At the last count, over 700. Maybe have gone up by another hundred since then.
[of scars on my body?] : Face (accident), arms (innoculation and accident), right leg (2 accidents), left leg (operation scar)
[of things in my past that i regret?] : probably quite a few, but then who knows what else I'd be regretting if I hadn't done those? -
O.T.H.E.R.T.H.I.N.G.S.-
[i know]: TOO MUCH!!!!
[i want]: a lovely boy. Who won't slap my ass.
[i have]: a tenner - woo!
[i wish]: to be happy
[i hate]: being alone
[i miss]: certainty
[i fear]: ill end up alone
[i hear]: Simon watching TV
[i search]: him here, I search him there *dances*
[i love]: my friends and family
[i ache]: in my head
[i care]: about other people
[i always]: think too little before I act
[i dance]: like a loon, and I don't care anymore - it's not like I'm dancing for anyone else, is it?
[i sleep]: too much/little
[i cry]: not enough
[i do not always]: control my emotions
[i write]: lots
[i confuse]: everyone around me. It's okay, though. I know what I'm on about.
[i can usually be found]: at the gay bar gay bar gay bar RAOW!
[i need]: moneys!
[have you ever played a game that required removal of clothing]: no. If you're gonna shag, let's shag.
[if so, when and with who]:
[favourite place to be kissed?]: Lips, neck, ears
[have you ever been caught "doing something"] : Next!
[wuss]: sometimes
[druggie]: nope
[gang member]: nope
[daydreamer]: yup
[alcoholic]: nope, I have to be controlled about my drinking.
[freak]: of course
[brat]: dunno
[sarcastic]: depends
[goody-goody]: yup, fuck it.
[angel]: yup
[devil]: yup
[friend]: yup
[shy]: sometimes
[talkative]: sometimes
[adventurous]: I'd like to be more so
[intelligent]: too much
-Concerning.The.Friends.(You.Claim.To.Have)-
[impacted you the most spiritually]: not sure. I'd have to think about that.
[wish you saw more often]: EVERYONE!
[wish you could meet]: my future husband
[most sarcastic]: Esther
[wish you knew better]: EVERYONE
[knows you best]: Esther and Rhi
[best outlook on life]: Rhi
[most paranoid]: Deb
[sweetest]: Anjali
-Self-Analysis.You.Probably.Don't.Want.To.Do-
[your best feature (personality)]: loyalty
[your biggest flaw (personality)]: Don't trust people enough
[most annoying thing you do]: overreact
[biggest mistake you've made this far]: letting people take advantage of me
[describe your personality in one word]: me
[the physical feature for which you are most often complimented]: breasts, hair (cos I use too much conditioner) eyes
[person you regret sleeping with]: Noone, actually
[height]: 5ft blah
[a smell that makes you smile]: golden virginia tobacco
[a city you'd like to visit]: Cardiff
[a delicious dessert]: sticky toffee pudding
[a book you highly recommend]: The Diving Bell and the Butterfly, by Jean-Dominique Bauby
[the music you prefer while alone]: depends what I'm doing
[your favourite band]: maybe FFAF? It depends on my mood
[your favourite film]: Stand By Me
[a film you could watch over and over]: Heathers
[a TV show you watch regularly]: The Simpsons
[you live in a(n)]: house
[your transportation]: my feet
[your cologne or perfume]: Don't use one. sometimes wear impulse though
[under your bed or in your closet you hide]: considering I can only get from my bed to my door right now...
[something important on your night table]: mobile