i'm independent ( Read more... )

so here's the scoop ( Read more... )

i need some closure on this.
nothing feels the same now.
everything has been so blah.
i dont even know where to begin.
i'm not myself anymore.
i wonder why..
because, this really blows.
i can't stand it.

[you really hurt me.]
i feel like somethings missing.
I NEED TO GO TO MAC AND GO SHOPPING.

i need to vent;spill my heart out ( Read more... )

it's that old familiar feeling.
the one where you can't stop thinking about him.
where he runs through your head non-stop.
the one where he stomps on your
heart. and, doesnt give a shit.
i've been through this so many times.
and, this time i don't know what to do
[since i now know the truthi'm completly stumped ( Read more... )

here's my entry to you:
for the first time.
i didn't call you up bitching.
for the first time.
i was alright w/ you hangingout w/ him.
for the first time.
i think i was happy for you.
and, for the first timeyou cocked an attitude with me for no damn reason at all ( Read more... )

i'm sick.
i've been sleeping for the past 2 days.
it felt nice except that i still feel tired.
my voice is almost gone.
and, to top it all off..
tomorrow is picture-day and i look dead.
puuuur-feccct. :]

[ you suck. ]
tonight consists of me&hannah; tanning and sushi.

i'm suprised.
actually, i don't know what went wrong.
i don't know what to think; do.
i might even be wrong again. :]
who kkkknoooowwws anymore?
things are so effin-confusing.
i wish he would just stop playing w/my feelings.
if that's what he's doing.
tiffany's birthday is this weekend.
[she's going to get wasted.] i plan on it ( Read more... )

it's early as fuck. and i'm tiredashell.
and, all i can do is think about him.
not really sure why..
i'm in lust; or like.
[which ever damnn one it isit's great. i still get those little butterflies when he calls me ( Read more... )

EDIT;;
maybe, i jinxed myself.
i don't know what we are.
i hope you didn't do that to get back at me.
my feelings are k i n d a hurt.
i wish i knew what to do.
but, than again..i might be wrong.
:]
g-damnnn, pat
you fucking suck.
&*^$@
things are so weird&different now.
imissthesummer.