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i dont know.
i think that ralph is upset at me because he doesnt see how upset i am. i am upset inside, i dont show it in public anymore and i dont show it to him. he wonders why i dont really care so much but i do and im still in love with him. despite all the things hes said to me or done to me in the past few months. he got angry with me because i didnt say ( Read more... ) -
somethings i learned today...
"...its not possible to feel loving or worthy of love at the same time that you feel resentful or angry- they are incompatible emotional states; you can feel one and then the other, but not both at once ( Read more... ) -
never original
always the same thing and the same places. the same way. some things will never change including people screwing me over forever. why do i have such bad luck with people? not all my friends are bad but at this point, who can i really trust? -
pueblo
we are in colorado right now. i havent had any problems with altitude sickness or nose bleeds. im doing well but i miss lulu so much. luckily i will see her tuesday after 5pm! -
the honest truth.
ive decided to stop censoring myself in here. like i do most of the time now, not knowing who is reading these entries or not. from now on i will make certain entries friends only. -
vertical acrobats..
i have some hip pain. i think thats what happens after being celibate for a bit. lol ( Read more... ) -
K.O.
i think i broke out into hives while playing wii sports boxing. but i beat the shit out of a lot of ppl. i hope that tomorrow i dont wake up with a sore back again! -
l.a.m.b on the lifetime network.
i was channel surfing when i noticed l.a.m.b. checking on tvguide.com. the movie is called the double life of eleanor kendall. the main actress was wearing a spring 07 tank wrap dress with that yardi origami print. my husband thinks im a total lunatic for trying to take a pic of the tv when they were showing her dress but i didnt get any good pix ( Read more... ) -
scooters should be illegal
this morning on my way to work i encountered a fashion victim with no sense of rules of driving a scooter on an actual street. first of all he was wearing all matching denim, jeans and a jean jacket. in the same color as well as wearing those ugly orange work boots. anyways that wasnt the real issue. so i was driving by a car dealership on the way ( Read more... ) -
almost anniversary time for lj
i cant believe its been nearly 6 years since i first got a livejournal. i remember using damn deadjournal, basically a cheap version of livejournal because Lj used to be way more hard to get into. u used to have to get a code in order to get a journal and the only way u could get one is if a member got one a week after the got in themselves. well i ( Read more... )