Ah, the trouble the mind can bring
These dreams....they plague me as nothing has in quite a while. Is it because of Sir Seed's appearance? I must admit that had shaken me more than I thought it would. I have not met someone like him from my era in a while, Blight excluded, and certainly not a fellow knight...although I am sure that he would not appreciate being referred to as my fellow anything! The man is quite a spitfire, I find his spirit stirs the sleeping knight within me. He reminds me of Miklotov's righteous rages...has it been so long since I have spoken to him that I find his likeness in a Highlander General?
Perhaps it is this stirring, his questions, that have produced these terrible visions...even so, I am thankful for his words in a strange way, angry as they often are. It does not do to forget the past, and with a wounded Highlander sleeping in the infirmary it is a unlikely that my memory will allow me to.
Ah, if only it would allow me to sleep, though! These dreams....why must I dream of Lord Gorudo? I will never become that hypocritical oaf, never slay innocent women, children or my own men. I am a knight, and these ideals run thick through my veins, I will not become complacent or follow in his footsteps, become a monster that will not offer aid to those in need or pursue bloody conquest for my own greed. I will never lift my sword against Lady Nanami and those shining idealist like her.....I only wish my dreams would believe me and let me rest.
Perhaps it is this stirring, his questions, that have produced these terrible visions...even so, I am thankful for his words in a strange way, angry as they often are. It does not do to forget the past, and with a wounded Highlander sleeping in the infirmary it is a unlikely that my memory will allow me to.
Ah, if only it would allow me to sleep, though! These dreams....why must I dream of Lord Gorudo? I will never become that hypocritical oaf, never slay innocent women, children or my own men. I am a knight, and these ideals run thick through my veins, I will not become complacent or follow in his footsteps, become a monster that will not offer aid to those in need or pursue bloody conquest for my own greed. I will never lift my sword against Lady Nanami and those shining idealist like her.....I only wish my dreams would believe me and let me rest.