BLAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAH! Well I'm sick and I'm bored out of my mind yet again. I hate when I'm sick, I'm such a baby about it. I just want to hang on someone but no one is around. I need someone to take care of me, damnit! Oh well guess no such person will enter my life ( Read more... )

God damn I'm so bored right now. My eyes flew open at 8:00 this morning for no reason. So I did one model sheet for Ping since I had done Squee's last night and then the storyboard for my 2-D class. Then I typed up my five page paper for ethics about abuse. I then must have gotten a wild hair up my butt cuz I did three loads of laundry, did the ( Read more... )

Let's see well I have been lost in music recently, it helps me block out my feelings. I have finally cut all contact with Kris, it has been three days and I don't plan to ever give in again. I had a nice long talk with a friend of mine, he told me what I already knew mainly and what my two good friends had been telling me all along. But it ( Read more... )

Sorry people I love these songs! I really think these songs to me hold meaning weather they be my feelings in the form of someone else's songs or what not. But I want people to know what I like cuz it's fun fun silly willy and so junk ^_ ( Read more... )

These two songs which are by a group called Garbage, version 2.0. I think they are really meaningful at least in my own head anyway. I just really like them and I hope you enjoy ( Read more... )

Sun will shine no matter what I do ( Read more... )

Well after my nice little nap I feel much better. Well this last weekend I went to an anime convention called Otakon. I had a lot of fun we only went one day and it was fun none the less. We started out a little slow at first, we didn't even get there until like 4:00 and then we didn't really have to wait in line much or anything so that was ( Read more... )

Look at this big - eyed fish swimming in the sea oh ( Read more... )

Why is it that someone will ask you what's wrong but then they won't even listen to you when your trying to tell them? It's like they act like they care but in reality they don't ever even give a damn. They could care less. They ask you "awww what's wrong?" and you tell them... then they go off about all the things wrong in their lives. I know ( Read more... )

Well I'm starting to feel better I guess. I can't be down for long until I get sick of it and try to look up again. My heart hurts but it could always be worse really. So I have lost someone I thought I loved.. well I'm just so greatful to have my family members and good friends to be by my side. Without them I would be lost I must say. Mel ( Read more... )