Well i have finally setteled back in at UAB, ready for my last year. i sometimes find myself remembering all the college memories...its a bit like candy. true there are some bitter spots but i just pick those out and throw them away cause since when did white trash wear glasses?? From salt lake city UT to univ. of nebraska, to Univ of Mass @ Amh, ( Read more... )

It has occurred to me that things happen and events take place that change our lives everyday. For the best or the worst, they still happen. The trick is to learn something in the process, at least that is what i have tried to do in my own life ( Read more... )

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Wow! I had the most awsome time ever today. I wasnt suppose to see carissa today as she needed her time to think alone about what she wants. I decided to go hiking and I purposly left late so that I knew that i wouldnt run into her. The drive took forever but was well worth it. When i got there, it was raining a bit so i threw on my camel-back and ( Read more... )

I wanted to come and see you this morning, just to see you and your infinate overwhelming beauty, but i wanted yesterdays ice cream goodbye to be the one that i left to. I died! I wanted to see you one last time, but i wouldnt of left... i would of stayed there, i would of screamed it from the treetops! Everyone would know how i feel about you. "me ( Read more... )

There's never another quite the same
It just falls into some deep eternal sea
Like the end of a movie that makes you cry
You're sad when it's over but you're glad you had
That moment that moved you deep inside

Beautiful goodbye, baby goodbye
I enjoyed the ride, we really had us a time
It's a strange kind of high
A beautiful goodbye

I was looking at old photos tonight as I usually do at least once while i am home. Its funny looking at those pics and remember exactly what i was thinking when the pictures were taken. I think that is absolutly crazy, but its really cool to go back to something like that ( Read more... )

Essence of the absent mind only leads you astray. Lost in never being remembered and forgotten means never of having of existed. It is not up to us to cling to what we want but instead to grab hold of what we are and live in that. Life isnt meant to be spent chasing dreams but living them. Time is too short and thoughtless to think twice. We have ( Read more... )

Wow what an amazing last few weeks. Im totally looking forward coming back after army camp. I called my little bro Matt today and told him when i come back that him and I are skydiving! I have to be honest... im scared shitless of even thinking about it. I know how it will go too ( Read more... )

Man i dont know what it is about being here, but life seems so much easier, i feel like i can figure it all out after i take a nap, but funny thing is is that i dont have time for a nap. I think i need to take a risk and do the little demo project with my dad, just so that i can get some big money coming in. I need to get established so that i have ( Read more... )