Kundiman
Teenage angst. Wow. Such a common word or words. Isa lang yan sa mga factors ng society, so what? Hindi ko alam kung paano sabihin ito. Kung sa bagay lahat naman tayo ay nanggaling sa kamay ng Diyos. So why the fuck do angst arise? Why the fuck are we sons and daughters of sablays? Simpleng kasagutan. Mga gago kasi tayo. Yes, apir, gago tayo. Hindi ka naniniwala? Pakinggan mo conscience mo. That's just the simple truth. In other words, we're not perfect. Alam mo yun, if life is full of happiness and it's oh-so-perfect what would we be today? I'm sure we'll all kill or wish to kill ourselves because of the perfect world. Boring. Boring and mundo pagnaging ganun. So kung imperfect tayo, ano ibig sabihin nun? Lahat tayo di may sablay? So bakit mo mo pinararatangan ng kasaaman ang kapwa gago mo? Bakit ang feeling mo? Oops, sorry maybe I should repeat it again. Gago ka
Dahil nga gago ako, at gago ka, at gago tayong lahat eh tatanungin ko ang sarili ko. What is wrong with me? Jeez. No one can answer that, but you--my friend. Actually, iniisip ko kung manhid ba talaga ako? Maybe yes. I'm not sure, but sometimes manhid talaga ako. The effect of this attitude is slowly affecting others. I'm starting to notice, so manhid pa ba ako? Uy shucks, how deep! Pero dahil sa manhid at reserved ako, di ganun kadali ang sumigaw.
I miss them. I miss them all. I miss the life that I was supposed to take. Who to blame? We're all to blame. I'm fucking aggravated to know what could've happened if I took the other road of my life. Would I be happier? No contemplative looks, ponderings of what the hell life is, and no imperfections. Oops, I mean, imperfections would've been lesser. Sayang noh? Pero okay lang dahil kaya ko 'to.
Tuwing nag-iisip ako, as in yung kakaibang isip, nagiging seryoso ang paligid. Malamang. Lumalaming. Malamang dahil sa electric fan -_-" At biglang natutuwa ako sa sarili ko. Hindi ko alam na kaya ko pala, ikaw rin siguro makakaya mo. Tara! Teka teka, bakit hindi 'to private?
Dahil nga gago ako, at gago ka, at gago tayong lahat eh tatanungin ko ang sarili ko. What is wrong with me? Jeez. No one can answer that, but you--my friend. Actually, iniisip ko kung manhid ba talaga ako? Maybe yes. I'm not sure, but sometimes manhid talaga ako. The effect of this attitude is slowly affecting others. I'm starting to notice, so manhid pa ba ako? Uy shucks, how deep! Pero dahil sa manhid at reserved ako, di ganun kadali ang sumigaw.
I miss them. I miss them all. I miss the life that I was supposed to take. Who to blame? We're all to blame. I'm fucking aggravated to know what could've happened if I took the other road of my life. Would I be happier? No contemplative looks, ponderings of what the hell life is, and no imperfections. Oops, I mean, imperfections would've been lesser. Sayang noh? Pero okay lang dahil kaya ko 'to.
Tuwing nag-iisip ako, as in yung kakaibang isip, nagiging seryoso ang paligid. Malamang. Lumalaming. Malamang dahil sa electric fan -_-" At biglang natutuwa ako sa sarili ko. Hindi ko alam na kaya ko pala, ikaw rin siguro makakaya mo. Tara! Teka teka, bakit hindi 'to private?